Save Me

Tzuyu's Special: Taehyung, the One I Love (Part 1)

"I hate dad! But I hate mom even more! Mom is dummy! Taehyung, why mom doesn't think of herself and me?!"Tzuyu ranted one day when things had never been better.

"Maybe because she loves your dad so much...,"Taehyung said, only could rubbed Tzuyu's back.

"It's so foolish! Mom doesn't love herself if she's like that! I don't want to be like mom! If I fell in love, I will choose the path which won't persecuted me!"

That was right. Tzuyu had never chose the path that make her persecuted until they were in middle school and Taehyung had changed, Tzuyu didn't think twice to stay and walked away from Taehyung. Even though her heart was broken, crumbled, her faith was ruined until she never trusted anyone else again. To protect herself to not get destroyed, Tzuyu built her heart as hard as a stone and crystallized her love to Taehyung. She didn't want to be like her mom –whom she thought really stupid- got destroyed and devastated all alone, really stupid and couldn't live without the bastard whom she ever called 'dad'.

Confidence crisis was Tzuyu's main problem.

Until now.

"Tzuyu, you life's light is comeback,"Momo pointed at the café entrance. Tzuyu who was busy making heart shape on her handmade cappuccino quickly averted her gaze to the entrance. Smile flashed on Tzuyu's pretty face when she saw her most awaited person entered the café.

"Sana-ya! Where have you been?"Momo asked, greeted her regular guest. Sana only gave her adorable smile which looked more adorable because Tzuyu knew, right now that girl is in her happiest time. All pair of eyes were looking at the side braided hair girl, she wore a brown long coat with short one-piece and boots up to her low knee. Their belle is back.

"Hi Tzuyu, hi Momo! Sorry I didn't come for a week. There's so much happened,"Sana smiled to Momo and sat at the usual seat. Tzuyu immediately finished her work then joined Sana and Momo. Smile couldn't be hid from this cold faced girl upon looking at Sana who's gotten fresher if she could tell.

"Did your lecturer scold you?"Tzuyu asked after she placed her butt on the couch in front of Sana.

"Hehehe. A bit, but they immediately ordered me to catch up with the lessons,"Sana laughed.

"Did you leave to another city Sana?"Momo asked being confused.

"You can tell like that,"Tzuyu said.

"Absolutely you can that's why they trust you. Your brain can easily eat those odd 5 cms books, if it was me, I would throw up,"Tzuyu spoke to Sana again. Momo laughed and Sana only formed a thin smile on her face. Then they were chatting about light topic until Momo must bid farewell because she has a work.

"So how's with Yoongi?"Tzuyu asked after Momo left.

"Tzuyu, I can't leave you. I won't leave to anywhere,"

"But Yoongi!"Tzuyu unconsciously slammed the table. Sana only gave a thin smile.

"We won't go to anywhere and will stay in here. Running away is not a good escape. I can't leave you, nor I can't being separated from Yoongi. No matter what, I will face that. No matter how cruel it will be, I won't let him go,"

Tzuyu could catch flashes from Sana's eyes. It was full of determination, high ego also powerful. Tzuyu could only sighed heavily upon seeing her bestfriend, she chuckled. Sana has already became a stronger person than she had ever expected. Really egoist but so tough. The gentle girl who always watched other's feelings first now already began to watch her own feelings, protect herself. If Tzuyu would die after this, she's sure that Sana could pass her hardships.

"I will wait for Jimin to comeback, then tell him clearly. That I want to live my life until the end with Yoongi,"

"Sana...,"Tzuyu was holding Sana's hands. There was big admiration inside Tzuyu's heart upon seeing how her bestfriend overcome her problem. It was not like there's no fear and sadness in Sana's self to let go of Jimin but she didn't hesitate to reach her happiness. Sana wasn't afraid to get her happiness. Different from Tzuyu who was still afraid, hesitate, pessimist to reach her happiness that already offered in front her eyes. Tzuyu just have to take it, just have to lend her hand to reach the happiness but she was too afraid. Tzuyu had no faith in herself, that she would really be happy then see Taehyung suffering in the end when she leave the world. She didn't believe, that her happiness would be eternal.