Save Me

S/He Can't Break Anymore

"Tzuyu...,"

"When I was with Myungsoo, I got lost. I was too lost. Because I wanted to release myself from your shadows. But Myungsoo gave me a happiness. I loved him, but I couldn't live normally after you left me. Because it hurt so much, I won't Sana feel the same struggle,"

Taehyung stood up and hugged Tzuyu tightly until tears that brimmed on her eyes fell down to her cheeks.

"I'm sorry Tzuyu. I won't make you suffering again,"Taehyung's voice muffled, full with sadness and regret.

"Taehyung...stop. Stop regretting because it only make me hate you more,"Tzuyu said.

"I love you Chou Tzuyu,"Taehyung said full of love. His chest tightened with the overwhelming feelings.

"I hate you Taehyung,"Tzuyu hit Taehyung's back pretty hard and cried on his shoulder. Her voice sounded low, sobbed, her throat was hurt because she want to scream and cry out loud so she bit Taehyung's shoulder instead. Very hard until her sobs fade away.

*Save Me*

"I can't forget him Tzuyu. I can't live without Yoongi,"

Sana roamed her sight around the room. The room full with Jimin's traces. Jimin's graduation picture on the wall, where Jimin embraced her and smiled brightly. A big rillakuma plushie which always accompanied her sleep after Jimin went to State, the last gift Jimin gave when he was still in Korea. A box full of her memories with Jimin, contained with movie ticket, art exhibition ticket and various festivals, train ticket when they ran away to Ilsan because Jimin was bored with his final exams and some accessories she bought with Jimin like couple bracelet and cap.

Sana's memory went back to four years ago when she first met Jimin. Their funny encounter when Sana accidentally crashed Jimin with her bicycle. Maybe it was a faithful encounter, but not the fate that she imagined at first. Then behind the infirmary curtain where Jimin for the first time caught Sana who was peeking at Tzuyu and Myungsoo, Sana got attracted with Jimin's sparkling yet shady gaze. It was when Jimin met her under the full moon light at the park, Sana might possibly falling in love with Jimin's warm gaze, with the words he said that made her happy and his behavior which made Sana's heart fluttering. It was so real, Sana is really sure that Jimin is her first love. And every beautiful moments that they experienced before Yoongi came into her life, tried to break the happiness that she felt with Jimin. Everything was too complicated until now. Sana's happiness was broken into pieces until she found her new source of happiness, which actually didn't turn back to Jimin again, her first love.

Sana looked up to the room ceiling with moon's refraction surrounded the room. The nights like this where Jimin usually hugged her, kissed her, made her completely belong to him. Completely...Sana loved his touch. When Jimin kissed her, then whispered the love in her ear, then his hand roamed around her body, Sana liked that. But love was not only about touch, love was not when happiness always attend on the relationship. Love grew bigger because of suffers, pains and devastation until she felt lost, felt hungry and need painful sacrifice to live a normal life, those only Sana found in Yoongi.

"Why falling in love...could be this hurt?"Sana's tears bursted out and echoing all around the room. Until her face and eyes got swollen, until her voice almost ran out. Sana cried until she fell asleep exhaustedly.

*Save Me*

That morning because of the opened door sound Yoongi finally realized that he went through a sleepless night. He was awake waiting for Sana in the living room. Yoongi stood up from the couch, gathered the rest of his strength because he was too exhausted after cried all night and didn't sleep at all. Sana quickly caught Yoongi's stumble body when he tried to approach her.