Save Me

First Love Sacrifice

"Taehyung-ah...,"

*Save Me*

Yoongi was standing in front of the rose plants on the hill where he visited with Sana before without he knew what is this place actually. Their unborn baby, the fruit from his love with Sana. Yoongi's heart was aching, screaming and begging for forgiveness either from Sana nor the baby. If only, if only Yoongi was still here beside Sana, this baby could be born in this world. Face the world that although so cruel to him but he swore that he won't make this baby feel the same despair as he experienced. Sana wouldn't get hurt even deeper than anything that could harm her. He wouldn't destroy her again and again.

Yoongi approached the small grave that was hidden from the roses, bit his lips hardly so his tears won't break out. His body was trembling greatly when he couldn't hold the sadness anymore until he fell down to the ground, kneeling down in front of his baby's grave. His baby with Sana. He sobbed when he called the name that already in heaven right now. His heart was shattered into pieces.

"I'm sorry...,"Yoongi tried to control his breath, to control his voice to come out stabile but failed.

"Doesn't mean that I wouldn't, I didn't love you. I really had no idea. I was so stupid until I hurt both of you. You and your mom...,"Yoongi let the tears drenched the ground where his baby sleeps.

"What should I do to redeem my sins? I-I...your father...is a stupid person. I'm sorry,"he sobbed loudly.

"You should be...should be the most precious thing for me besides your mother. Both of you, the only ones I have in this world. If only the situation was better back then, if only I could have your mom completely as mine without hurting anyone...I'm sorry. It's my fault. I shouldn't come in between of them, tried to destroy your mom like that. I-I love Sana...really love her and it hurts a lot,"Yoongi wiped away his tears.

"I really love her and you should be born. I'm sorry...,"

"Then what do you want if you got pregnant?"

"I think I want to give birth of the baby...the result of our relationship,"

Painful and aching were what Yoongi feels right now. Sana should want the baby so much but she had to lost them, lost Yoongi and the baby from their relationship. Which clearly Sana said that she would deliver the baby to the world. But she lost the baby.

"This is a special place, where I always strengthen my heart when Yoongi that we acknowledged before had gone,"

Now Yoongi knew, how hard Sana had been through when he foolishly thought that disappear was the best way. After everything that he had done, after he destroyed her, snatched away her heart, snatched away everything from her as his wish who was wrapped by hatred back then. He couldn't imagine how broken she was when she came to this place, tried to strengthen her heart no matter how.

But once again...Jimin was on her side. And Yoongi knew exactly that his sin is getting deeper and bigger.

*Save Me*

If Tzuyu was a man it must be her to be Sana's soulmate. As if she got the feeling and succeed to find where Sana is with her intuition, or maybe just a mere regular visit to her apartment, Tzuyu was successfully found her. With the opened door, dark rooms, Tzuyu knew that this girl is broken. Tzuyu's steps were slow and trembling, she had no heart to find anything that could happen to Sana.

"Sana...,"Tzuyu relieved when she found the girl was leaning against the bed while hugging her knees. Darkness surrounded the room, maybe Sana's world. But when Sana noticed Tzuyu's presence there, a forceful smile flashed on her weak expression face. Tzuyu didn't bother herself to turn on the lamp because she quickly approached Sana with worries tinted on her face.

"What happens with you?"Tzuyu asked whilst holding Sana's hand. Sana was still smiling, as if she told her that she could face any hardships. As if she told her to not worry her. But she also sent her an apology because she made Tzuyu worried with her smile.

"I'm sorry Tzuyu-ah, I'm fine,"Sana said.

"Sana, you've been disappeared and I'm dying to know where have you been. You didn't get hurt right?! You're not get harmed right?!"Tzuyu panicked, quickly check on her bestfriend's condition. Sana shook her head and laughed weakly.

"I'm fine Tzuyu,"

"Tzuyu...,"

"Hum?"Tzuyu asked, eyes locked with Sana's, focus on her.

"Yoongi had never killed himself,"Sana said. Tzuyu blinked for a while. Trying to process what Sana meant until finally her brain done registering for a conclusion.

"You were with Yoongi?"Tzuyu asked in disbelief. Sana smiled and nodded.

Tzuyu's heart felt like devastated, weak, dropped, if her heart was a rubber, it was already falling weakly on the floor. Yoongi's back, Yoongi is still in this world and Sana had been disappeared for days and she didn't call her boyfriend because she was with Yoongi. Oh great, Tzuyu knew exactly what these people possibly did. Tzuyu only leaned back weakly next to Sana. She couldn't imagine how's Jimin feeling if he knew Yoongi is still alive and Sana was with him, she couldn't imagine another tragedy in front of her eyes.

"Tzuyu-ah...I'm falling in love,"Sana said lowly, very low and soft. But there were tartness, guilty and sinned tone on her voice, a sadness....

"I'm falling in love with Yoongi. Very deep, too deep. I love him,"tears were flowing down to her cheeks again. Her chest was tightened, full with feelings. But sadness was radiated clearly from her gaze. Tzuyu didn't respond. Of course they had discussed about Sana and Yoongi's relationship. And clearly Tzuyu could see how big Yoongi's meaning in Sana's life. That guy destroyed her until her last piece, but with cruelty he gathered her again, made the ruined pieces complete again and even more beautiful than ever.

"And he loves me, we're together Tzuyu-ah,"Sana's beautiful eyes met Tzuyu's who stared at her tensely. Tzuyu could feel that, that Yoongi loved Sana far before Sana realized. But still, she was too shocked upon hearing that. Not because she got shocked that he actually loves her bestfriend but because that came out from Sana's mouth. In other words, Yoongi had told Sana already, clearly.

Chaotic. Really chaotic. Tzuyu mentally smacked her own forehead. She couldn't imagine the complicated relationship her bestfriend going through right now.

"San...,"

Sana smiled bitterly, tears once again fell down from her eyes.

"But I can't hurt Jimin Oppa...it hurts so much. And I, I can't fully happy with Yoongi due this guilt. I can't choose both of them, when I know exactly with whom I want to life with. And I can't choose one of them, because there'll be someone who will get hurt with any option that I have,"Sana told everything with strong heart, with painful smile on her face, tears were drenching her face.

"That's not true Sana. Jimin Oppa is too kind. But I also know that Yoongi loves you with all of his heart. Both of them are equal. How cruel this life is?"now tears were falling down to Tzuyu's cheeks as well. Sana's sadness was reverberating into her heart.

"And Jimin Oppa...told me that Yoongi should be by my side, take care of me...,"

If pain already broke through it's limit, tears couldn't picture how deep her sadness is, that was what happening to Sana right now. Oh Jimin, Jimin who always forgives her, always gentle and understand her, protect her, worry her, hurt her really made her heart crumbled. Jimin was too kind, Tzuyu was right. Jimin was too kind that's why Sana had no heart to break him.

"What should I do? I ever lived without Yoongi and it was too hard...,"Sana buried her face in between her knees. Tzuyu hugged Sana tightly.

"Sana...you should be strong will you. If you wanted Yoongi more, let go of Jimin. If you chose Jimin, forget Yoongi,"Tzuyu bit her lips, she knew it's so hard for Sana. She knew, what she told her won't be that easy to her.

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