Always By Your Side (Izuocha)

Chapter 2: A Horrible Choice

*Ochaco's POV*

The image of me and him kissing replays through my mind over and over again. I wish it wasn't an accident. I wish it were real. But who am I to wish for something like that? Deku is way out of my league. He's way stronger. He needs a person better than me...

Right?

Classes for today have ended. I walk out of the school, looking slightly disappointed about something. Mina catches up to me.

"Hey, girl. What's wrong with you today? Caught up with Izuku, and kissing him this morning. Are you two secretly dating or something?"

I look up, terrified, "How did you know about us accidentally kissing?!" She pulls up her phone. She begins scrolling, and on the screen, there are at least 32 posts, all about our kiss. My face turns red.

"Almost everyone knows." She says.

I bury my head in my hands. I feel like crying. She hugs me, worry covering her face. "Hey. Come to my place. I'll help you out, ok?" I nod my head, and we start our walk.

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As we enter her dorm (she gets one of the good ones, her parents payed extra. Cable Tv, soundproofed walls. All the goods) she locks the door. I look at her, confused, but something about her seems... I don't know... arousing. She smiles, and pushes me on the sofa.

"Uhm, Mina..." I say, blushing.

"Shhh... it's ok. I'm going to help you feel better, remember?" She grins, hands on her hips. I just nod, knowing what's happening. She crawls onto my lap, our noses touching. She wraps one hand around the back of my neck, and the other starts rubbing my back. Our lips meet. Her lips taste kinda sour... But they're soft, and warm. She kisses me slowly at first, and increases in speed. I just follow her moves, somewhat still confused. Part of me doesn't know what to do, and part of me is just obeying her.

Then something happens. I just snap. I take control. I wrap my hands around her hips, and pull her closer. I kiss her more intensely, and her eyes widen. But she doesn't ask me to stop. We part for air, and are eyes just gaze into the other's, in a daze. Her smile is what snaps me out of it. I look down at her chest. She sees my eyes and knows what I want. She removes her shirt, exposing her hot pink bra. I squeeze her cleavage, and she whimpers a little. I have complete control now. She looks at me. I tilt my head, then realize.

"Oh! Sorry." I remove my shirt too, but more slowly. I didn't have a bra on today... She stares for a moment, then grins. Our eyes meet. I nod my head, expecting her next move. She licks my nipples, causing me to moan. I start to stop myself in fear of being heard, but remember that no one could. I let myself go, and she soon nibbles on the whole nipple. Should I stop? Is this right? I push her away for a moment, looking in her eyes. My questioning eyes meet her intimate ones, and she gets the message. She backs away, sad. I look down at my feet.

"I'm sorry, it's just... This isn't right. Were best friends, right?" She doesn't respond. I start to replace my clothes, as does she. "We just don't have the timing down... I know when we first met we were a thing, but... That was a long time ago. Before school even started." She just nods. I feel horrible. She clearly wanted me to be with her. She must've wanted it this whole time. But I am meant for another... I unlock the door, and start to walk out.

"Ochaco." I turn around to see Mina, shirt still unbuttoned. "I understand you don't like me... But can we... Just one more time?" She looks up at me, puppy eyes. Great. Can't resist that. I sigh.

I approach her, and put my hands on her shoulders. She isn't mine... But she's still cute. I embrace her, but this time it wasn't intimate. It was loving. Once we break, I turn around and start walking away, eyes on my shoes. I hear her gasp, and look up. Oh no...

"Deku-kun..." I say. Deku stands there, looking like he's seen a ghost. But he hasn't seen any spirits. He saw us. Kissing. He doesn't say anything. "H-Hey, It's not what you--" But before I can finish, he runs off. I feel my face burning up. I feel my tears welling up. I can feel the world looking down on me. I'm a horrible friend. A horrible classmate. A horrible choice for Deku. I wouldn't deserve him, or Mina. I deserve to be alone. Without turning around or saying goodbye, I sprint out the door. Tears pour out of my eyes. I am worthless.