Suicide

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A wide smile embellished Finn's face as he opened his eyes, Alexia clung onto his body, her left leg thrown over his waist.

He softly stroked her hair her causing her to groan

This was what he wanted all his morning's to be like. Alexia's eyes slowly opened, she looked at Finn with sleepy eyes making him chuckle

"Morning" she dug her head into his chest

"Good Morning beautiful" he caressed her back making her moan

"I'd prefer it if you were moaning for a different reason" she flicked his nose with her finger

"Are you always this perverted?"

"Only when I'm around you" she rolled her eyes

"Are you a virgin?" She felt her face heat up at the sudden question

"Why ask that?" She mumbled

"I want to know how rough I can be with you" she stayed silent and rolled her eyes

"Don't worry I'm sure we'll have plenty time for that" he rubbed his temples and scrunched his face

Alexia shot up and stared at him intently, she brought her hand to his face and caressed his cheek gently

"Could you get me some advil? " she crossed over him and went in search of medication

His head was throbbing, he hadn't taken his prescribed medication in days.

He got up and dug through his bags in search of them, his uncle would be pissed if he found out

"Hey! I cleaned that yesterday" Alexia stood in the door way with a sandwich in one hand, a bottle of water under her arm and a bunch of pills in the other

"I found some pill bottles that said you were supposed to take them daily" Finn sighed, he thought he had lost them

"Sit" he obeyed her command

She handed him the sandwich and water first. She sat down next to him and watched him eat, when he was done she gave him the multiple pills she had in her hand.

"Better?" he nodded. She stood up and fixed the mess Finn made

"Why are you so afraid of public speaking?" She bit her lip

"I can't stand the sight of people staring at me, I don't really like attention" he chuckled

"If you're gonna be with me you're gonna have to get used to it. Come here" he patted his lap

She sat on his lap and wrapped his arms around her

"I want you to close your eyes" she furrowed her brow but did it anyway

"Now imagine yourself in front of a crowd of people. How do you feel?" She squeezed his forearm sighed shakily

"Nervous and nauseous" he took her hand in his and rubbed circles on the back of her hand

"Breath" she took deep breaths in and out

"Those people are not there to hurt you. You came here to deliver a speech and I'm right here beside you, always remember that" her tensed posture eased up slightly

"Hayden is there and so is Sarina, they're cheering you on. They believe in you and so do I. You own the stage right now, it's just the four of us" her body eased entirely

"Do you think you can do it?"

"I think so" he shook his head

"That's not the answer I'm looking for, can you do it?"

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