My Baby Bucky

Accident Pt 1

Bucky and Steve had gone for their morning run, then returned to the tower. The majority of the morning the team was together celebrating the victory of the night before. Tony ended up turning on Just dance. Thor, Loki, Bucky and Steve where forced to go first since none of them had ever played.

Steve glanced over at Bucky a few times, he was actually really good at the video game. Luckily Steve had looked away before Bucky looked over at him. Bucky ended up laughing a little at Steve as he played, Steve was awful at it.

"Quit laughing Jerk" Steve huffed noticing Bucky

"It's funny" Bucky replied as the song ended

Steve shoved Bucky as he headed back to the couch "It was not funny"

"You're right Punk, it was hilarious" Bucky chuckles joining him.

Bucky loves joking around with Steve like this. Steve was the one person he ever feels like he would be able to trust with his secret, but he doesn't know how Steve would take it and Bucky would never have the courage to tell him. At least not when he has such a crazy huge crush on Steve.

After dancing around, joking, and drinking a little, the team finally split off around lunch time. This was when Steve noticed he and Bucky really needed to restock the fridge. He decided he would go shopping so Bucky could stay home and relax for a while.

Steve had left for the store, he had a lot to buy and said he wouldn't be back for about two hours. Bucky decided now would be the the perfect time to be little, even if it was only a few hours. He had simply waited for Steve to leave before he moved to the couch sucking on his pacifier.

Recently he had mastered the remote, but that was only a little helpful now. Steve and him only ever watched the same three channels on the occasion that they watched TV, so he didn't know where to look for the kids shows. Eventually he found The Hub, My Little Pony was on. Bucky thought he would hate it, he wasn't a huge fan of bright colorful things but, this was probably the only place he would find a kids show, so he gave it a chance, by the time he finished the episode he was in love.

He watched two more episodes with out a care in the world. He was ready to watch another, he was going to turn it off half way through so by the time Steve got back he would have it back on the right channel and his pacifier would be hidden away.

Just as it began Steve walked in. Bucky still had his pacifier in his mouth, bobbing in and out, he looked towards Steve quickly, as he walked into the room. He was terrified of what Steve might say.

Steve got into the living room, only to see My Little Pony on the TV, and a pink pacifier in his best friends mouth. Bucky's face was red from embarrassment.

"Buck-" Steve began trying to ask Bucky what was going on, but he was cut off as Bucky took off down the hall to his room.

Bucky could feel tears forming in his eyes as he ran from Steve. He didn't want to run from Steve but he was too scared about what he would say. As he ran a small cry escaped his mouth causing his pacifier to fall to the ground. He didn't care he ran to his room and shut the door. Once inside he practically collapsed on the floor as his tears began to fall down his cheeks. He sat against his bed post and pulled his knees into his chest.

As he cried he felt a sudden pressure in his bladder, he payed it no attention, he was to upset. Bucky soon regretted his decision, his bladder released and a warm liquid soon soaked through his boxers and jeans onto the floor. This only made him cry harder. It wasn't his first accident, but he had only had two before and they where when he was asleep. He could hide those from Steve, but this one he couldn't. He felt pathetic, he just wanted to be alone, but at the same time he wanted someone the comfort him, someone to baby him and tell him they loved him.

Steve stood by the elevator door for a minute stunned at what he just saw. The bright show was still playing on the TV. He walked down the hall to Bucky's room, trying to be quiet, he didn't want to scare his friend, he never meant to scare him in the first place. He noticed the pacifier by his feet and picked it up, he decided to wash it off before going into the room. He didn't know if Bucky would need it or not, better safe than sorry. He stoped by his own room, using his bathroom sink to rinse it off.

When he got to Bucky's door he could hear Bucky's cries. He got ready to knock but stoped, he figured that if Bucky wasn't hiding already knocking would just alert him to do so. Steve opened the door to see Bucky holding his knees to his chest as he cried into them. He noticed the wet spot on the floor under Bucky, he realized what must have happened.

Bucky noticed Steve when he opened the door more to get in the room. He panicked and crawled under his bed a even more embarrassed than before. Steve, his crush, just saw that he had wet himself.

Steve walked over to the bed, and knelt down so he could look underneath it "Bucky?" He asked softly seeing the man lying on his stomach with his face hidden by his arms.

Bucky only buried his face further into his arms and cried more, he forced out quiet words "You weren't supposed to see any of this"

His words where hardly audible to Steve. Steve felt sorry for Bucky, he didn't care if Bucky was a little, he just wished he hadn't scared Bucky so badly. He quietly pulled himself under the bed next to Bucky, with out the little noticing. Steve carefully lifted Bucky's head, as he tried to pull away Steve slipped the pacifier into his mouth hoping it would calm him down at least a little bit. Bucky stopped pulling away and sucked on the pacifier embarrassed beyond belief.

Steve looked at Bucky lovingly, he was glad that he was calming down. Now he just had to ask, he knew what it looked like but he didn't want to jump to any conclusions "Buck, are you a little?" He kept his words soft and quiet to make sure he didn't freak Bucky out again.

Bucky nodded with his eyes closed tightly in an attempt to stop the tears. "You hate me now. Don't you?" He cried, the phrase mumbled a little through the pacifier, he waited terrified for the yes to come.

Steve could feel his heart breaking, he could never hate Bucky, he love him with all his heart. He pulled Bucky closer, wrapping his arms around his shaking body protectively.

"No. No, Baby, I could never hate you." Steve replied softly "I don't care if you are a little, Buck I just want you to be happy. If this makes you happy I support you one hundred percent"

Steve kissed Bucky's wet cheek, causing Bucky to open his eyes and look up at Steve in shock "There are those beautiful eyes" Steve smiled at Bucky "Come on, let's get you cleaned up."
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Yay now Steve knows! Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed this chapter.