Save Me

Abyss of Trinity

"Sweetheart, are you okay?"I asked. Sana wakes from her daydream and give a small smile before she nod.

"Yes Oppa. We need to confirm, let's go,"

I saw Sana seems force herself. The Sana now is not like I knew before. Something had really happened. Yoongi's last confession, maybe I only heard from his side. That Yoongi has more than a brotherly feelings to me and he hurt the one I love. But how about from Sana...did Yoongi hurt her too much until she became like this or...

"Oppa?"

I got stupefied when Sana called me. Turns out I'm spacing out and she already walked before me entering the police station. I quickly follow her pace.

"Good morning, may I help you?"the officer greeted us in friendly way when we entered the office.

"Yeah. I want to ask something, about suicide case two weeks ago,"I answer, holding Sana's hand and I get pretty startled, feeling that her hand is too cold. I turned aside and find Sana's face looked so pale.

"Baby, are you alright?"I whispered to Sana. I don't know what's happening but seeing Sana's pale face and her trembling cold hand makes me terrified.

"Oh, sit down please, seems like this girl is not really unwell,"the officer says, maybe he realized that Sana's condition is not too well. Then we have our seat and I hold Sana's hand even tighter. Making sure that I'm here beside her, everything will be alright and I will always protect her.

"May we know the identity of the suicide victim two weeks ago?"I started.

"Hm..about that case...,"the officer opened a folder and studying that for a while.

"At 4 AM a pedestrian found his body already sprawled on the asphalt. There is no witnesses whether the victim committed suicide or got murdered but after we had some investigation, this case is purely a suicide case. After we'd done our autopsy, the victim jumped down two hours before he was found. There's no identity card nor something that hinted about his identity. His face was badly damaged because it smashed against the ground when he fell. His features is a guy in his twenties, height is 176cm with weight about 63kgs, light skin, black hair with black jacket and white polo shirt with faded jeans and dark blue Converse,"the officer explained.

"No. Yoongi hasn't reached 20 yet,"I said. I felt whenever the officer mentioned the victim's features, the strength on Sana's hand was getting weaker so I hold her even tighter.

"In his twenties, it can be more than 20 or less. Does the features matched with someone you know?"the officer asked.

Yeah. Every features he mentioned are really matched Yoongi's. Especially if the accident happened in early morning like the officer said, about 2 AM, he could be Yoongi for sure. Two weeks ago before the victim the officer mentioned killed himself, Yoongi indeed called me and confessed all his feelings and sins. I can say that Yoongi was devastated and guilty but I can't believe if everything will be ended like this.

No.

Because I'm sure that Yoongi is not this stupid. Yoongi is my brother, however he is the person I acknowledge as my own family. If Yoongi this sloppy, I can't forgive myself because I didn't realize his feelings all the time. If I was more sensitive and didn't close my world from my surroundings, maybe I could accept the happiness that Yoongi offered me.

"Is he die?"

I was stupefied when I heard the question that finally came from Sana's mouth. Sana locked her eyes with the officer. As if she needs an explanation and her gaze is still focus to the police. Her hand already slipped out from my hand and the tense that radiated from her face makes me realize that Sana doesn't aware with her surrounding right now.