Save Me

A Man Who's Afraid of The Light

"Sana...,"

I see Yoongi says something to me, what I hear clearly is my name that he called, but the remaining words he says couldn't be heard by me. Yoongi utters some words, merrier for someone like Min Yoongi who rarely talk. I just tilt my head, my hand still hold his hand tightly. What's wrong with my ear? Why his voice even the cars sound that passing by on the street can't be heard by me? I can't hear anything again.

I'm still fighting with my brain, thinking why I can't hear anything. Thinking what is possibly Yoongi talking about. When I realize that Yoongi released my grip, Yoongi smiles sadly. His hand who was welcoming my grip caresses my head slowly.

"Yoongi what's wrong?"I ask. Now I'm getting panic. I'm panic because I can't find a way to hear his voice, what Yoongi uttered. What I see is only Yoongi's sadden gaze on me. When I try to reach his hand again, suddenly Yoongi's figure disappears within the wind.

Yoongi disappeared.

And I can't voice anything.

Is this a dream?

*Save Me*

"San! Sana!!"

Sana opened her eyes slowly. Dazzled, that's what she felt. But she tried to open her eyes to see clearly. Vaguely she saw a familiar figure, someone she loves.

"Jimin oppa...,"

Jimin smiled in relief, he quickly hugged Sana worriedly. Sana smiled faintly. She was in someone she loves' embrace. But in other side Sana felt herself has a bigger love than she feels to Jimin. And it's killing her. Really killing her.

"You fainted so suddenly, it really worried me,"Jimin whispered to Sana's ear. Now Sana remembered what happened. Sana bit her lower lip hardly, tried to hold her cry.

"That blue beanie...,"

"I know, it's Yoongi's. For sure,"Jimin said lowly, his voice almost audible. Sana squeezed Jimin's sleeves strongly, tried to hold herself to not broken. Jimin was hugging her right now, what's the point of she felt broken? But even though she thought everything will be alright, Sana still can't extinguished her pains. The thoughts about Yoongi committed suicide in Itaewon two weeks ago, really made Sana's soul shattered into pieces.

Yoongi is the father from the fetus that she carried on her tummy right now. He can't go. This isn't supposed to be happening. It shouldn't be Yoongi!

"Oppa, I want to go to Itaewon,"Sana said after she pulled away from Jimin's hug.

Jimin looked at Sana with uninterpreted stare. Hard to be explained like an abstract painting with full of questions, restlessness, worries and fear. Sana even can not remember about Tzuyu who possibly already in operation room right now. Jimin is afraid that his fear turned out right. But for now, thinking that he also worried about Yoongi, Jimin held his fear.

I saw you spacing out....

*Save Me*

Kim Taehyung was usually a confident guy, cynical with the life in this world and often to play around. Yeah, Taehyung was playing around too much and the victims were girls. He is one of BTS member, a bunch of school kingkas who's adored by so many girls. Taehyung usually played the girl, played their heart because Taehyung would laugh at them then laughed at himself after played them. Doesn't mean that Taehyung played so many people's hearts, but that's one of the way for him to redeem his regret, sins, sadness and too deep anger.

Taehyung had left Tzuyu once in his life.

Taehyung stared at Tzuyu who was taken care by the nurses before she entered the operation room. There's no any Tzuyu's family who come, well Tzuyu indeed felt like she has no one besides Sana and –it was- Myungsoo. Her family is broken, leaving this poor girl alone, fighting alone against the cruel world. Taehyung only bit his lower lip thinking how ironic Tzuyu's fate is. If only he was a bit sensible with Tzuyu's sorrow before, if only he didn't hang out with those bastards who said that Tzuyu was too gloomy, not attractive and weird, if Taehyung didn't worry about his pride then everything won't be like now. Tzuyu wouldn't get infected with HIV from that bitch. If only that day Taehyung as always kidnap Tzuyu to protect her.