Save Me

Soon, We'll Be Found

How bad do you miss me?

What Sana should do when she first see Jimin again after a long time? What should Sana say for the first time? Is Jimin changed? Is Jimin healthy? She hoped he won't be so pale, ill and even slimmer. Sana won't accept that, Sana for sure will hate for everything or everyone who make Jimin like that. She want to see the cheerful and bright Jimin, the calm one and gentle one like he was before. Right, Sana should be like she was before too...cheerful and delightful in front of Jimin.

"Minatozaki Sana you okay?"

A voice interrupted Sana's daydream. This is still first period and Sana already skipped her class. Sana felt someone sit beside her, turned aside to her who was still holding her phone slash the message from Jimin with restless heart. She got more anxious when someone who sat beside her dragged her back to the reality. A person who is wrong to enter her life, but can not be prevented, can not be blamed as well because that person was not purposefully ruin her life.

"You know I'm here, Yoongi-ah,"Sana stared at the face she always see every night. Sana wants Yoongi to hold her hand right now, or to pull herself into his embrace, even to drown her soul in a drunkable kiss. Sana wants to own Yoongi completely. Sana wants to keep united with him. Even though that's impossible. Because in other hand Sana can't ignore the fact that she's Jimin's lover. And she misses that guy more than anyone else in this world. She misses his smile, his laugh, his voice, his tenderness, his warmth, everything in Jimin which made Sana forget everything.

Last night, Yoongi pulled Sana into his embrace as if he won't let go of this girl anymore. Under the moonlight splash, within the tranquil silence of night they unloaded their feelings. Full of love. As if that night will be their last night, because tomorrow it will be disappeared, they'll disappear. Sana and Yoongi didn't speak too much because what they did is really felicitate yet painful until not any sound could come out from their throat aside of their moans, mewls, whimpers and groans, even sobs. Sana covered her mouth with her palm when Yoongi thrusted his member inside her hole while hugging her as she realized that was too painful to her, to be in the embrace of the guy she loves yet it was too wrong and in full of awareness it would be their last time ever. Yoongi in other hand, could only cry in silence after the girl fell asleep, couldn't sleep at all just to watch the face he might won't see again in his embrace. Even though Yoongi already vowed to belong with Sana yet Yoongi never asked Sana to belong with him, that made Sana acknowledged that last night is the last time Yoongi in her side. Between the moans and groans which ripped apart the night's silence, feeling each other's existence when they were still together, only tears that spoke. Their heart was scattered, teared apart, sliced into glassy pieces. The Sana who is full of guilts and sins, suffering because she wants Yoongi to be by herside and Yoongi who fought hard to let go of something that once, given to his life. A love.

"Do you like this place?"Yoongi asked to Sana and earned a nod from the smaller figure beside him.

"Yeah, I like this place because it's rare found by others. I can say this is my secret place,"

Yoongi was recalled when he met Sana here and she found out his big secret. Back then, Yoongi was really threatening but right now Yoongi is the one who want to protect Sana the most. Slowly Yoongi pulled Sana to rest her head in his shoulder. A glimpse of Sana's wallpaper which showed her selfie with Jimin was caught in Yoongi's eyes. Yoongi inhaled a deep breath. Sana is not his.

"Yoongi-ah...,"

"Hm?"Yoongi responded yet he already shut his eyes, lulled by the soft winds under the shady tree with soft sweet strawberry scent smelled from Sana's hair.

"I like the most when seeing you laugh just like yesterday...,"Sana said while she began to close her eyes as well, feeling comfortable in Yoongi's shoulder.