The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE]

Chapter 12 - Euphoria

        Phil's eyelids flutter open and his blue eyes look into mine. I realize that I'm still holding his hand, so I quickly let go. He sits up straight and grabs my hand, squeezing it hard, as he continues to stare into my eyes. He smiles and I smile back, my heart skipping a beat as he leans in closer, his nose almost touching mine.

        I can't believe this is happening. Why is he doing this all of a sudden? 

        He caresses my hand gently with his thumb as he nibbles at his bottom lip. I could feel his warm breath quickly hitting my face. He's breathing so fast.

        Is he going to...kiss me? Is he scared to? Should I go for it?

        Phil smiles sweetly, showing his teeth. He then, very slowly, brings his lips up to mine. I pucker my lips and let them touch his, as they softly move together. My fingers grip his hand tighter and after Phil pulls away, I lean in to kiss him again.

        I need more.

        Our lips move together so effortlessly, like they have always been meant for each other. My tongue wraps around his and I awkwardly open my eyes to look at him. His eyes are open too. We pull away suddenly, laughing our asses off.

        When we stop laughing, I begin to tear up.

        "Dan, I'm sorry. I couldn't hold it back any longer. I love you. I don't like Meghan...I don't want to be with her anymore. I don't want to be with anyone but you. I've been in love with you since day one. I never thought that you would feel the same. But clearly...you do. I mean, you do, right?"

        Tears fall from my eyes and I kiss Phil's soft cheek.

        He giggles, his pale skin becoming blotched with pink.

        "Yes, Phil. I'm so in love with you. I've been in love with you since the day I met you. You're not only my best mate...you're the love of my life."

        Without hesitation, Phil smashes his eager lips against mine and wraps his arms around my neck, tangling his long fingers in my curls. 

        After several minutes of snogging, we finally pull away from each other. I'm panting like a dog because I held my breath almost the whole time that our lips were locked. 

        "Your lips taste so good. They're even better than I've always imagined," says Phil.

        My whole body is going insane. I feel euphoric. He loves me back...Phil actually loves me...

        "Dan?" I hear Phil's deep voice say. "Dan?" He shakes my arm.

        My eyes shoot open and I look down at my hand. He's still holding it.

        "Wha-what are you doing?" I ask nervously. 

        He chuckles. "I woke up to this. It was a bit of a surprise."

        I jerk my hand away and clear my throat. "Erm...I wanted to keep you company because you were asleep here...so I suppose I fell asleep too. Sorry. Never realized what I was doing. Must have imagined Ruby in my sleep."

        Phil just laughs. "It's okay, Dan. I was only joking."

        I just nod and give him a half-smile.

        "What were you dreaming about?" he asks.

        I freeze up. Shit. The dream...

        "Oh. Well...I don't even remember," I lie.

        "Hmm...I see. It's funny because you were smiling so much in your sleep. You were even crying a little. And you kept squirming round like a snake."