i'm giving up.
there isn't anything here for me anymore,
a hurricane struck my soul,
a tornado tore me apart,
a flood overflowed because of my sorrow
so like i said i'm giving up.
my eyes are red from rubbing my eyes, the endless tears caused by endless pain.
my lips are bleeding from biting them, a bad habit when the stress got to be too much.
i couldn't handle it,
i couldn't do it,
i failed.
so i waved the white flag.
i surrender
you might have a thousand reasons why i shouldn't
but i'm the single reason why i should.
my mind told me sinister things,
to the point where i couldn't sleep,
i couldn't breathe.
i was holding myself back but now i'm letting go.
i surrender.
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loss for words
Poezieevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
