Melancholia ~Tomtord~ (REMAKE HERE)

Vent/Character's Disorders

Sorry, I'm not really in the mood to update this book with a real chapter.

I'm just worried that I will get grounded for summer and I'm really not the type of person to deal with pain

Another reason is because of my lack of sleep and sadness

I often have big headaches because I get about 3-5 hours of sleep and that's how I got a very low grade on Math.

I've been trying to tell my sadness to my family but I'm just trying so hard...but I feel too pressured

I've been trying to tell them for about 5 years now and I'm going nowhere

I mean, I will not expose my whole problems but if you're worried , then, thank you...?

I don't often have friends who care But I don't care either

I mean, I would love to spill my problems to someone but I feel like I'm just being a brat who's complaining and whining.. and I feel like people would spill my problems to other people and think I'm an attention whore

It's really sad to think of that. Many of my online friends are now leaving and I'm starting to leave too..slowly.

I mean, the only thing that truly makes me happy is to make requests for people...

It makes me happy to hear all those compliments and see people happy when I draw for them..

I often draw for people who are into Eddsworld, but a lot of times their own Ocs 

I have a lot of people who I admire and you can guess who one of those people are because... of my "god is here uwu" chapter, they're a real inspiration.

The whole purpose of this book is for the disorder

I thought of people who had it and it made me surprised that about 65% of my friends have it.

Tord, having this disorder, gets it because of the end.

Tom has the Intermittent explosive disorder (IED).

Edd has a Panic Disorder

And

Matt has neurotic depression.

These disorders match how they act often and yeah.

I came up with the disorders (and researched on them)..

I thought it would fit the characters in the story

Like Edd panicked a lot when Tord collapsed

Tom being the a-hole he is

And Matt, well, I haven't really put him in parts yet but probably in the next or following chapter, he will.

I'm surprised that people love this book and I'm really happy.

My first tomtord Fanfiction didn't really work so I just made this one!

The bio will change cause it's cringe

The first part will change too, it looks like cringe so far

I have canceled about 5 drafts and I'm surprised I worked on this book really hard. I'm happy because of that.

Thank you readers/fans of this book because you've motivated me to keep going with this book.

I didn't know I would get this far

If it wasn't for you,

I would've quitted a long time ago.

But as always,

 Go have Fun With Your Life To the Fullest