Bully//Jonah marais

its back

an hour past and i was in my room on my phone,as i was looking through my phone the page came back but this time it was promoting an app call kill the slut.When i got the app i signed up using a fake name and it was an app used so people can hurt me and point out where are good places to hurt me.When i found this out i read all the messages that came along with it
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"I hope she dies"-Zach
"why didn't her suicide work"?-Hannah
"if i see her i'm gonna stab her"-Corbyn
"i can't believe jonah kissed that dirty slut"-Jo
"no one likes her"-melody
"I like this app"-Justice
"hey just think Jonah gets out tomorrow"-zach
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as soon as i read the last comment i felt happiness but i knew i was gonna get pick on and beat on by him.I went to asleep trying not to think about jonah coming back,I woke up around 4 the next day to someone banging on my front door.When i opened it,It was zach and Corbyn.they both grabbed me and brang me to their house which was right down the street,i did try fight back but it didn't work i'm a weak person and they are two strong men.when we got to their house zach and corbyn let me to go.When i saw jonah face it looked so sad,he ran up to and hugged me but i didn't hug him back.he went to go and kiss me but i put my hands in front of him pushing in away i started to walk away when he grabbed me,i could tell that he was angry at me.He looked at zach and corbyn and they nodded back at him and grabbed me.Then pinned me down while jonah started to hit me over and over again in my stomach to the point where i was throwing up blood.When jonah saw blood he stopped and walked away and zach and corbyn walked away with me.I stood up and looked at jonah
Alex-THATS IT UR JUST GONNA BEAT ON ME LIKE THAT.....WHY? WHY MUST U HURT ME JONAH?
Jonah turned around and looked at me but before he could do anything i started walking away with tears rushing down my face and blood staining my shirt.
Jonah-Because do u remember what u wrote in your suicide note...How everything was my fault
Alex-Because it is...Because you started to hurt me then your friends and then u turned the whole school against me i thought coming back would be nice The only reason why i came back was to see you because I LOVED YOU and i thought this would be a chance for us but my thoughts were crushed
Jonah stood there all shocked i couldn't take it so i just started to run.The didn't follow me but instead watch me i ran past my house and up the street i went to the empty house behind my house and sat sat there and cried.i cried and cried u til i could cry anymore.i remember i had hidden a bag here full on needles as i went to look for it i heard other people here,people i didn't recognize so i jump out the second story window and ran with the bag of needles.i hid the bag and went to school.When i arrived my face was stained with tears and my face all red.When sage saw me she went to go give me a hug but i walked past her making it so she couldn't.I found and big thick sharpie on the teachers desk and took it back to my desk and wrote on it the words i wrote said
"dear bully,You Win once again and i loose once again but just remember this will be the last time u hurt me for then i will die"
once i finished writing that i threw the marker across the room and sat in my seat my home started to blow up with messages from people messages from the app.the fucking kill the slut app.when the teacher told me to come up and write something on the board i did i wrote what everyone want to see "kill the slut for once you'll all be happy",The teacher glared at me while the students stood there in shock rereading what i had wrote on the board.when i looked at jonah he looked angry and sad i saw him mouth "Im sorry"
Alex-your fucking sorry isn't gonna work this time
Mrs.Helpman-Who u saying that too
Alex-none of your fucking business you old fuck
Mrs.Helpman-Excuse me
Alex-Your excused
Mrs.Helpman-Go tithe office
Alex-I gladly will
i walked over to grab my bag and look at the teacher
Alex-U have to call first
Mrs.Helpman-just go
Alex-hey don't erase the board though because all your classes need to read that
Mrs.Helpman-To late i'm erasing it
Alex-It's fine i'll just post it on the app Kill the slut
Mrs.Helpman-What are u talking about
Alex-Why don't you asking your class or how about i narrow it down for you ask those group of boy except for Daniel cause they will know what your talking about
Before anyone could say something i walked out and went to my locker. i heard my name being called on the speaker but i didn't listen to it.
Jonah-Paul wtf was that in class?
Alex-The truth
Jonah-i'm gonna kill u
Jonah pinned me up to the wall i remember i had a needle in my hand so i stabbed it in his back and empty what was in it.He imminently let me go in pain but look at me with a worried face
Jonah-What was in that needle
Alex-A little thing i like to call Drugs
Jonah-Wtf paul
Alex-i'm not sorry jonah too bad this stuff doesn't kill people
Jonah fell on the floor and passed out.I hid the needle and went to the office
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A/n:hey guys how's the story so far i'm sorry i left you with a cliffhanger but the next few chapter are gonna be interesting so stay tuned