Why Don't We • imagines/preferences

argument • jm

Here i was, another day hoping that Jonah would at least send me a text. We had a little disagreement/argument about a week ago and he was the one who walked out. I guess i should just give up my hopes of him showing up at my apartment door with his arms open, but i guess

today wasn't that day again. It was just before midnight so i made my way slowly into my bedroom and under the covers, not feeling the warmth of him or even just his presence next to me felt odd. As i curl myself up into a ball, trying to not have memories flash back in my mind

and try to actually go to sleep. I hear a faint knock on my door and practically rushed to the door, but it wasn't who i wanted it to be, it was no one? Just a note on the ground. I picked it up curiously and started to read it 'meet me at the playground' who was it from? I knew it couldn't

of been Jonah since the handwriting looks different. I sighed and put a hoodie on and walked to the playground that's not far from here, when i arrived there no one was around. I think i just got fooled, i decided to just sit on the swings and slowly swing myself on it. "ya know, it's dangerous

to be out here alone" i turned around to see Jonah? "Were you the one who sent the note?" I asked as he took a seat in the swing next to me. "What note?" "Never mind" I reply looking at the ground, maybe it was one of his friends? I don't know. We sat there in a bit of awkward silence

for a while not knowing whether to talk because of what happened, I heard him slightly mumble something under his breath and just as i was about to ask what he said my phone dinged. I picked it up and saw a message from Daniel? "don't be freaked out, i was the one who dropped

the note off. I knew Jonah was going to the playground to think so i thought this could be an opportunity for you two to talk it out or something, thank me later" I smiled a bit at the text and put my phone back in my pocket. "Who was that?" "Oh, never mind. What did you say before?"

I ask reverting my attention to him, "Just forget about it" he said getting up from the swing. "Jonah please don't do this again" I beg following his actions. He turned to face me with a confused look on his face "Don't do what again?" he asked in a calm voice walking towards me

slowly, "Walk out on me again, I can't deal with it" I manage to say as some tears fell down my cheeks. "You think i just walked out on you?" he asked in a sad tone, "Well, you kinda did" I say back still looking at the ground, "I was just a bit angry that's all, I'm sorry if i made you feel like

i walked out on you" i didn't really know what to say back so i just made my way over to the bench and sat down. "y/n?" he asked as he sat next to me. "What Jonah?" I reply not making eye contact, i don't get it? i waited all this time for him to come to me because it felt weird but now

that it's happening, i don't really know what to do. "can we please just forget that this ever happened?" he asked, at first i hesitated to answer but, i love him to much to let him go so i caved in.