To Adora, The Melting Dreams. (BOOK 1)

#35; The ugly side

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By Davichi

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Dreams are like poetry.

Each person have their own way of expressing it.

That's true,

Dreams are the emotions hidden within the deepest part of our soul.

Pero,

Nag iba na ang aking definition dito.

My dreams are quite different than the rest,

My dreams is his little world.

Ang simpleng pag-tulog ko para managinip ay isa lamang pag-silip sa mundo niyang magulo.

Noong una'y hindi ko maintindihan kung ano nga ba ang mundong sinasabi nila, I thought it was something like the underworld, the parallel world or ours or even the world that could be behind the highest clouds.

Ni-hindi ko man lang na-consider na ang mundong tinutukoy nila'y ang mundo pala sa loob ng aking panaginip.

I want to go to sleep and start dreaming, Gusto ko siyang makita--- The other Zoe. O kahit si Ashia man lang. Gusto ko silang tanungin,

Besides, pare-pareho naman silang iisang tao lamang. Ashia is clearly an identity of an teenage girl that Zoe made for some reason. She said that the 'Other Zoe' needs him kaya siya naroon. She's a new identity made by splitting Zoe's soul.

My dreams could be altered by Zoe's command, kaya niyang gawin iyon dahil doon siya namumuhay sa ngayon.

Ashia is supposed to have the same body as Zoe, ngunit dahil ang kanilang kaluluwa ang mismong naghiwalay ay para na ring gumawa mismo si Zoe ng isang pang tao na may iba talagang hitsura.

The 'Other Zoe' and Ashia is clearly meeting at once. Hindi ito tulad ng mga normal na pasyenteng mayroong ganitong disorder. DID patients have multiple personality but one body--- Zoe have multiple personality and different body at once.

Those people with such disorder says that they somehow meet each other at once, ngunit malamang ay nasa loob lamang iyon ng kanilang isip.

To see Zoe and Ashia together is the same thing, It's like seeing the inside thoughts of a person with such disorder. A sneak peek on how they actually communicate with each other.

Siguro'y dahil iyon sa katotohanang ang dalawa nitong personalidad na ginawa ay nasa loob ng aking panaginip--- And dreams can be easily manipulated. It's really sad. Sad to the point that I'm here inside my room, all locked up till morning--- nag-iiisip kung paano ko sila matutulungan.

Fruga said I have the key.

But where is it?

Nakakalungkot, pakiramdam ko'y wala akong kwenta ngayon.

"Adora? Tulog ka pa ba?" Three gentle knock on my door made me comeback to my senses. Dahan dahan kong nilingon ang saradong pinto, behind that door--- Zoe is there.

I breath in when I heard his voice again. Pang apat beses na itong kumatok sa akin at nag-tatanong kung gising ba ako o masama ang pakiramdam.

He's worried but I stayed still and pretended I was asleep.