bullied by magcon

battle scars

The only thing that comes is the post-traumatic stresses

Shields, body armors and vests don't properly work

That's why you're in a locker full of hurt

The enemy within and all the fires from your friends

The best medicine's to probably just let it win

I wish I couldn't feel, I wish i couldn't love

I wish that I could stop cause it hurts so much

And I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together

When all of the signs say that I should forget her

I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had

I wish that the good outweighed the bad

Cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over

These battle scars don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle scars don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle...

Cause you set me on fire

I've never felt so alive, yeah

No, hoping wounds heal, but it never does

That's because you're at war with love

And I'm at the point of breaking

And it's impossible to shake it (yeah)

See, you hoped the wound heals, but it never does

That's cause you're at war with love

Hope it heals, but it never does

That's cause you're at war with love!

These battle scars don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away

I ain't ever gonna change

These battle scars don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away

They ain't never gonna change

These battle scars don't look like they're fading

Don't look like they're ever going away

I ain't never gonna change

These battle" he sang

as I cried because every youtuber was there.

every one

"chandler were here for you not pitying you you'll win this fight with all of us by yourside" kian said

I ran up and hugged him and eventually hugged every one.

we talked for a while we were in someone's hotel room but idk who's I was on my macbook on twitter when Crawford tweeted

@crawfordCollins  new video.

why am I still following him?

but I looked on his YouTube and the video was titled "sorry"

ad I clicked on the video I turned up my volume.

"hey guys what's up its Crawford" he said

everyone looked at me strangely

"I did a stupid thing.... you all know chandler russett right?

well we dated for 6 months and I did the stupidest thing on earth I cheated on her. I'm so stupid I still love her and I fucked up" he said crying I looked in awe.

"im sorry chandler I'm sorry

I treated 6 months like nothing I had a perfect girl and I lost her and if anyone hates on her then I'm stopping YouTube .... I made her do stupid thing because I caused her pain so yeah bye guys" he said

we all looked at eachother. I got up and ran to his room.

I knocked on the door I hugged him and said "its okay but there's not going to be an us" I said

"I understand" he said and I started walking back to the room.

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