bullied by magcon

just dont

Alfie?

Alfie as in Alfie deyes?

why would he be here.

"Chandler what have you done?" he asked.

"Alfie I can't take it can I be alone please" I ask

"sure" he said and walked out

my phone lit up,

a text from JC

where are you?

I walked to his hotel room but I threw on a long white sweater.

I got there and knocked on the door.

and JC opened it and I waked in.

"Chandler what's wrong?" kian asked

"nothing I'm fine" I say

"you're eyes are red" he said back

and he looked down.

"no chandler not again" he said and came towards me.

I scooted back

"kian stay away" I shouted

"give me your wrists" he yelled

and eyeryone was around us.

"No" I shouted

"now" he said

I walking backwards to the door I tripped but arms caught me but by my wrists I hissed is pain and turned around and Crawford was there? tf bitch?

"what are you doing here" I shouted

"why are you cutting again?" he asked

"the pain" I said

"what pain?" he asked

"YOU" I screamed at the top of my lungs

"but you don't care because I'm just a whore" I said bluntly

"I'm sorry" he said

"just dont" I said and ran off.

I ran to the beach and sat down crying.

soon it started down pouring.

I didn't care.

maby I could get sick and die hopefully.

"why me" I screamed

crying I just sat there for hours.

I didn't want yo face them knowing I let them all down.

I'm a failure a total failure.

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