Sleep With One Eye Open (CF)

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Today was the big day, you and Connor were finally getting married after years of being together. You loved Connor with all your heart and he loved you with all of his heart.

The music started playing and that was your cue to walk down the aisle with your dad. As you walked down the long aisle you spotted Connor on the altar with a huge grin on his face, he looked like he couldn't be happier!

*after the wedding*

It was about 2 am and you and Connor were exhausted from all the dancing and drinking and having the time of your life.

When the two of you got home, you ran inside because it was the middle of the winter and it was freezing. You slipped your pajamas on and crawled into bed then you snuggled into Connor's chest. He

smelled like heaven with a mixture of cologne.

Connor kissed your head and whispered in your ear "I love you so much y/n, you are my world, and I am so happy to call you my wife!"

You smiled, looked up at Connor and kissed his lips, in just seconds he was kissing back passionately, pretty soon it started to get heated and before you knew it, you and Connor were wearing absolutely nothing.

Yes, you just did it with Connor and no, none of you used protection, you didn't think of using it because everything just moved so quickly. You fell to sleep praying that you weren't pregnant. It's not that you didn't want to start a family but Connor didn't want to start right away, he wanted to wait a few years.

*a few weeks later*

You just got home from grocery shopping and you were putting the groceries away, all of the sudden you had the urge to puke, you sprinted to the bathroom like lightning. You puked your guts out for a good 3 minutes, you hated the feeling of puking, it was so gross and weird..

You thought you were getting sick but you remembered that you puked yesterday and that a few weeks ago you played with Connor's carrot stick.

You called your BestFriend to pick you up a pregnancy test since you were just out and you didn't want to puke all over the store. Your BestFriend agreed and left her house immediately, all you had to do was wait and pray.

*knocking at the front door*

You jumped up from your seat and walked to the door, when you opened it you saw y/b/f/n (your best friend's name) at the door. You snatched the test, squeaked out a thank you and invited her in.

Y/b/f/n waited patiently as you came out of the bathroom with a blank expression, she knew that you were pregnant.

"Congrats y/n!" Y/b/f/n said

You just faked a smile and responded with a quiet thank you.

Your BestFriend knew something was wrong but decided not to ask, she just left instead.

You sat down on the couch and turned on the tv, you weren't really watching it though, you were just in a deep thought of how Connor would take this news, would he be happy, sad, mad, you had no idea of knowing unless you told him. You were going to tell him as soon as he stepped into the door, which shouldn't take long because he gets off work at 5 and it's 4:45 now.

You watched as the minutes ticked by, you were so nervous to tell him the big news. At exactly 5 o'clock your husband walked into the door with the biggest smile on his face. He walked over to you, lifted you off the couch and spun you around in his arms. It seemed like he had big news as well.

Connor sat down with you in his lap. He said "I have something to tell you y/n! We are going on a honeymoon to Hawaii! I know we are supposed to go right after we get married but a few weeks late is better than not going at all right?"

You nodded your head. Then Connor spoke up again and said "good, I'm glad you're happy because we are leaving tonight, the flight is booked and we have reservations at the hotel, get packed because we are leaving in a few hours!"

You smiled and kissed Connor passionately.

You ran upstairs into the room that you and Connor shared and started packing, about half way through packing you remember you were pregnant. 'Shit' you thought 'when can I tell Connor now?' You pushed those thoughts away and just focused on packing, you decided you were going to tell him sometime on the way to Hawaii.

At about 7pm, exactly 2 hours of you packing, finally finished packing, you dragged your luggage downstairs and asked Connor when you had to leave, he responded with "20 minutes!"

You sprinted upstairs and changed into a more comfortable outfit, yoga pants and a Connor Franta t-shirt, you slipped on some flip-flops and ran downstairs once again, you and Connor packed the car and started driving to the airport.

The ride to the airport was silent until you decided to tell Connor about the pregnancy.

"Umm.. Connor.. I need to tell you something.."

Connor didn't remove his eyes from the road but you can hear the nervousness in his voice

"Yes, what is it?" He asked

"Well I just wanted to tell you that... Well.. I'm pregnant!"

Connor removed his eyes from the road so that he could look at you, he smiled at you and said "Yayy! We are going to start a family, I am so happy!"

Relief washed over you, at least Connor was happy about it. You smiled and nodded your head and told Connor that you were going to try to rest a little bit. You leaned your head on the window and drifted of into a light slumber.

Connor's POV:

'HOLY SHIT I DONT WANT TO BE A FATHER!! I AM NOT READY!! I HATE KIDS!!' You thought

Once she told me that she was pregnant I freaked out but I gave her a fake smile so that she wouldn't break down into tears. Don't get me wrong, I love y/n with all of my heart, she is my one and only but I don't want kids!

I had to do something about this, I will not be a father, I can't be. I did the only thing that came to my head..

I was still driving but with one hand, I was using my other hand to unbuckle y/n. Once I had her unbuckled, I unlocked her door, opened it, and pushed her out. I have no idea how she didn't wake up but I'm glad she didn't.

As soon as I pushed her out, I heard her scream as she slammed her head on the pavement. I rolled open my window and screamed "I love you so much Baby!"

I was watching in my rearview mirror as y/n lay in the middle of the road, motionless, all of the sudden a humongous flatbed truck came and ran over y/n's whole body. You wouldn't recognize it was y/n, the body was badly severed and blood and guts were everywhere. I continued to drive, but I wasn't going to Hawaii, I was going to Mexico, to live with my BestFriend JC, he and I have been BestFriends for several years.

All the way to JC's house I was jamming out to High School Musical Soundtracks. We're all in this together was probably my favorite because it didn't match the situation I was in, I am just glad I don't have to deal with a crying baby for the rest of my life.

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