Clouds

Obsession

I obsess
I must confess
That I obsess too much
Tv shows, and comic books
Music, boys, & such
Maybe it's because I'm lonely
I don't really know
But when I obsess
I feel it less
That ache inside my soul
Away it goes just for a moment
An addiction
And away I go
A fantasy land to dim my senses
An alcohol for my soul
But when I awake from it all
My heart is left so cold
A stark reality that I'm sad, and I'm
Growing old
And just like that all my worries
And my anxieties come back
Like a raging hangover
They attack and they attack
So I hunt for a new obsession
And the cycle comes back.

A.C.