BaseLine Attraction #AdYa 16+

3: She, The One Who Loves Enough To Leave

Zoya lifted her hand, swiping away her tears as she scrubbed at the side, it was clean, she knew that because she had been scrubbing it for hours on end. It was the only thing to keep her mind busy, Adi had been out for hours and it was nearly midnight. She was worried for him but also so angry at his careless behaviour.

Zoya stiffened as she felt an arm wrap around her waist "Hi Zoyaaa" Aditya slurred in her ear "Ive missed you, have you missed me"

Zoya shoved at his arm till he let go, then turned to face him "You've been drinking haven't you" her gaze was accusatory

His jaw dropped "Of course not" then he smiled "Okay maybe a little, but I dont like it when you're mad at me, it hurts" he pouted, slapping his hand on his chest

Her orbs swirled with anger, her fists clenching, her cheeks tinged red "So drinking is the answer is it"

"Have I ever told you Zoya, how hot you look when you get angry" he hiccuped, then stretched his arms out, wrapping them around her waist, he tugged her closer making her chest hit his

"Adi, Adi what are you doing" she pushed at his chest, but her hands dropped when she felt his lips on her neck, her hands raised grabbing his collar to steady herself as she threw her head back

Adi bit into her neck making her hiss, then swiped his tounge across her neck, sucking slowly as he turned her around and pressed her up against the wall.
He pulled back, his eyes meeting hers, then his lips met hers in a kiss that left them both with a burning desire for more, his hands were hot on her body, yanking her impossibly closer

Zoya let out a breathy moan as he peppered kisses down her throat, his teeth grazing across her jugular vein "God, you're so beautiful, why has it taken me this long to kiss you" he whispered against her skin, his words grounding her and bringing her back to reality. She raised her hand, resting it on his chest "We have to stop"

He looked up at her, his hands dropping from her waist "But why Zoya, you are my wife, isnt this what you want"

Of course it was, she had wanted him to want her like she wanted him, but not like this, not while he was drunk because she knew he would regret it in the morning.
"You're drunk, you dont know what you're saying"

He stepped closer "But what if I do, what if I have been wanting to make you mine since the minute you even looked my way, but I haven't because ive been to scared" he asked, his words making her heart race

"But you've always said you didnt want to, because, because you dont love me" her words made him pause, he looked away uncomfortably then nodded, he turned to walk away, then stopped again

"Doesn't mean I dont want to Zoya, because God only knows how damn much I want to love you"

"Then why dont you" but her words were unheard as he walked away

XXX

Adi looked up as Zoya placed a cup of coffee infront of him, he reached out, grabbing her hand "Im really sorry about last night, I dont know what came over me"

Zoya smiled sadly "Its okay, dont worry, as you said, you dont love me, it's my fault for trying to win you over when you will never love me" she sat beside him looking down at her breakfast

"The reason I cant love you is because, I love someone else, I know it may sound crazy but everytime I try to get close to you, its like I feel guilty and I get these confusing flashes in my head like I remember loving someone else but I can never see her face, its wrong of me I know and thats why im telling you because"

Zoya couldn't help the happiness that filled her heart, he recalled their love, that meant she could tell him who she was to him

"Because I got a call, it was from a woman who says that she loved me and I loved her, she wants to meet me, and if you give me permission, I want to meet her to"