Explore my Mind

I Try

I try my hardest to help you

with all your troubles,

I try with all that I have to make you smile,

I try to help you forget about the pain

that they've caused you,

I try to make you see the best in every situation,

to show you they're not all bad,

I try to make you see that you mean

the world to me,

I try to let you know that I'll always be there for you,

I try to always be happy so that you'll do the same,

I try my utmost best to keep you from hurting,

I try

I try

I try

I really do try,

but the more I try the less it makes a difference,

One day you'll be jumping over the moon with joy,

then the next you're using the bricks

to build back your wall

higher than it was before,

can't you see that I'm dying inside,

just knowing that I can't help you,

watching you drown in your thoughts,

I'm trying to fix what's been broken,

but you push me away,

do you what hurts me the most,

that you wouldn't even try too.