Save Me

Taehyung's Regrets

Sana's feelings were changed from fear, confuse and worry to wistful and frustrated feelings. Yoongi's stare is stucked again with Sana and when Sana unknowingly shed her tears, Yoongi cursed inside his head. He almost lose himself again when seeing Sana's tears but he chose to leave her alone.

What the fuck, I don't care with her at all. Yoongi whispered to himself.

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Sana woke up to found Jimin's face right in front of her, sleeping soundly with position sitting on the floor but head rested on the sofa where Sana slept. Sana is feeling blue when realized that she fell asleep when she was waiting Jimin and now he is accompanying her in the living room.

Holding her tears, Sana recalled with Yoongi's warmth last night. Oh crap! She thought it was a dream but it's definitely not! She was unified with Yoongi not Park Jimin! Sana's heart was scattered. How could she was too powerless in front of Yoongi. Her symphaty couldn't be identificated again, couldn't be described. Her body didn't, couldn't, reject Yoongi.

"You're awake,"

Sana wiped her tears quickly when Jimin moved and looked up to see Sana. Fortunately Jimin didn't catch her tears. Sana being the usual Sana, didn't want to looked sad or broken in front of Jimin. But she knew exactly that herself is really devastated.

"I was so worried. I heard from my club mates that you wiped Tzuyu's blood and everybody just watched at you. You cried alone. I immediately ran to Tzuyu's class but you've gone,"Jimin combed Sana's hair with his fingers.

"I'm sorry Oppa...,"Sana tried so hard to be her usual self eventhough she knew that she couldn't be like she used to be after what she had done with Yoongi.

"Hey, I'm the one who's sorry. I shouldn't go to my house after practice but my parents called me to the mansion. I forgot to inform you that I'll be late and I found you fallen asleep here. I'm sorry Honey. I should be by your side,"Jimin pulled Sana to his embrace. Sana felt heavy in her heart. Jimin was right but actually Sana was at fault too. She slept with Yoongi yesterday.

"I'm sorry...really really sorry,"Sana mumbled.

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Don't ask Tzuyu how many times did she give up on her life. It was uncountable. Tzuyu from her child has been already tired with this life. Her life is hard, it built her to be a fragile as well rough person. Tzuyu went brutal just to protect herself. But after Tzuyu found that she's suffering with AIDS and when the symptoms return, Tzuyu felt angry and weak.

"Tzuyu, good morning,"the always handsome, sexy, charismatic Taehyung successfully entered Tzuyu's ward after he fought to break through the nurses or visitors who asked for his phone number, gave him cake or flower or even asked whether Taehyung is the doctor here or not to gain his attention. First and the last, this is important! Taehyung didn't wear a white coat and he looked chic! He's not a doctor like seriously?!

"I hate too much looking at stupidass like you,"Tzuyu looked away. Taehyung just smiled bitterly. After Tzuyu was brought to this hospital and her condition improved, Tzuyu berated for what Taehyung's done. And that line was what she always say everytime she looked Taehyung.

"How could you cary my bloody body?! Without fuckin' thinking much! Do you have a brain?! Are you too stupid?! Seriously, what does your brain have?! Air?!!!"Tzuyu pulled Taehyung's collar when Taehyung approached her. Taehyung just smiled sadly, he grabbed Tzuyu's hand and released her grip on his collar. Tzuyu was still glaring at Taehyung, she couldn't get Taehyung at all. She was really angry and hate Taehyung's act which she judged it was stupid.

"Even if I fell to the abyss and dying with blood covering my body don't ever save me idiot!!!!"Tzuyu bit her lower lip too hard. Tears which were flowing down from her eyes were just tears. It couldn't enlighten her anger at all. Taehyung knew that Tzuyu will punch him, slap him hardly or even kill him right now if he just nonchalantly hugged Tzuyu. Taehyung was holding on, didn't mean that he's afraid eventhough he wanted to hug Tzuyu so bad but he just didn't want Tzuyu's condition got worsened if she got even angrier than now.

Whatever Taehyung does made Tzuyu even angrier, the girl couldn't speak anything anymore. Taehyung was kneeling down on the floor in front of Tzuyu, ducking his head. Tzuyu widened her eyes in disbelief with what this handsome guy does. The voice which came out from Taehyung's mouth is too heavy.

"I will redeem all my sin Chou Tzuyu. Not based on a pity or sadness upon seeing your condition. I regret because of all the bad things happened to you. I'm sinned because I wasn't able to save you,"Taehyung gulped his tears. Regret will always come behind. Tzuyu has right to hate Taehyung, blame Taehyung with all of this but Tzuyu would never blame anyone about her pitiful fate.

"You have nothing to do with me or my fate. Go away,"Tzuyu tried to control herself but Taehyung didn't move.

"I'll stay by your side once again,"Taehyung murmured. Tzuyu held her breath, held her anger which ready to explode. This guy is indeed stubborn huh?!

"I can't accept the person who ever left my life!!! Go away!!!"Tzuyu snapped while throwing Taehyung with pillow. At that moment, Sana and Jimin entered the room. Both of them were shocked upon seeing the ironic scenery.

"Tzuyu!!!"Sana was immediately running to Tzuyu.

"Tae!"while Jimin approached Taehyung, tried to lift Taehyung's body to stand up again.

"Oh Sana, finally I can tell this to you,"Tzuyu looked up to face Sana.

"You have seen how disgusting I am right? From just a blood from my body is good enough to threat other people. Turtoring them. I know you were afraid. You're more rational that this bastard, you're smart because you were successfully stop yourself from touching me,"Tzuyu smirked in front of Sana. Sana bit her lip hardly, Tzuyu's words stabbed her heart like a thousand swords. Back then, Sana did't intended to stop herself, spontaneously she just stopped against her will. She really hates that part.

"Oppa, from now on please watch Sana ok, don't let her to brainlessly touch my blood even a drop,"Tzuyu told Jimin.

"SHUT UP!!!!"finally Taehyung snapped. Jimin, Sana, and Tzuyu got dumbfounded upon hearing that.

"BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD AND BLOOD! I'M NOT SCARED WITH YOU CHOU TZUYU! I'M NOT A STUPIDHEAD! I KNOW THAT NOTHING IN THIS WORLD WILL LAST FOREVER! BUT I WANT TO START OVER WITH EVERYTHING!!! I WANT TO BE BY YOURSIDE AGAIN! I'M NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING EXCEPT OF LOSING YOU!!!"Taehyung cries his lungs out, tears were already soaking his cheeks, flowing down to the floor. Tzuyu covered her mouth, her heart is aching and tightening.

"I-idiot...IDIOT! I CERTAINLY WILL DISAPPEAR KIM TAEHYUNG!"Tzuyu yelled.

"I WILL DISAPPEAR SOONER OR LATER!!! I WILL DIE DISGUSTINGLY! I WILL NEVER LIVE NORMALLY AND LONGER ANYMORE!!!"

"Tzuyu!!!"Sana covered her mouth trying to hold hear tears to not burst out. Upon hearing all of Tzuyu's words which either slapped Taehyung nor Sana. Both of them are the people who love Tzuyu the most. Both of them are the people who don't want to see Tzuyu disappear.

"So there's no use to you to comeback in my life. It won't change anything. I HATE YOU!"Tzuyu buried her face in Sana's embrace. Sana hid her tears from Jimin who is busy calming Taehyung.

"Tzuyu we are all love you. We won't let you disappear Tzuyu,"Sana rubbed Tzuyu's back.

"Sana-ya, think rationally. I have a deadly illness. Don't trick yourself,"Tzuyu said weakly. Sana nodded her head.

"Yeah, but we can fight for a better life. Start from now on,"Sana said.

"Sana is right Tzuyu. Taehyung wants you to be happy. No matter what happen to you, let yourself to feel happiness Tzuyu. You deserve that,"Jimin said.

"Tch, idiot...,"Tzuyu hissed. Now she felt her head is heavy and her sight started to blurry. Tzuyu tightened Sana's hug.

They were right. But in fact Tzuyu couldn't hold on. Her world went dark again and her hug to Sana started to loosened. Tzuyu fell unconscious.

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Just a little spoiler for y'all... In this story, I love taetzu relationship the most. Just look it...look forward of it 😉