Thrive in Catastrophe by 焦糖冬瓜

Chapter 40 (Part 1) You Said Heine

"Then honestly answer my previous question, did you kiss me back because it was me or because of the x-virus?"

There was not affect to his tone, it was almost mechanical.

Xiao Yan knows he cannot lie to Hein, all he can do is tell him the truth. Even if the truth will anger him.


"Because of the x virus."

Xiao feels Inexplicably guilty the moment the words leave his mouth.,

He didn't think that Heine would say anything. The Heine Burton in front of him is only residual information, a left over from the blocker incident. The question probably represents his own thoughts. How can a piece of information separated from the subject think?


Wounded, Heine grabs a hold of Xiao Yan's hand and slams into him. His is pressed against his chest with extreme force. The two fall through the sea together, passing though the water and onto the sandy beach below. The gravel rubs against their skin as it lifts into the air current and moves toward the ocean above.

"Now, in here, nothing has to do with the x virus."

He didn't have time to understand what Heine was trying to say. In the next moment, Heine's lips move against his mouth. HIs tongue nudges his lower lip with dominating force and aggressively invades Xiao Yan. His eyes widen in shock. In front of him is Heine's lowered brows and his delicate lashes, everything is so crystal clear.

His presses his mouth closer and moves deeper intensifying the kiss. Xiao Yan is at his limit. It is the first time in his life that a kiss has penetrated past his mouth, past his marrow and electrified every cell occupying his body. His thoughts trembled to the point of collapse, everything folding into this one moment of connection. Heine tongue slides over every surface in Xiao Yan's mouth seeking some type of response, it seemed if he didn't get one it would never end. His embrace was tightening to the point of crushing his body. Even so, Xiao couldn't think of a better way to die than in this man's arms. Heine rouses Xiao's responses and he awkwardly moves his tongue along Heine's, only slightly making contact.

This tiny movement was like a match to gasoline and Heine was instantly infused with vigor. Xiao would have never thought that such a cold man could possess such heated passions.

The world seem to tilt and heaven and earth exchanged places in this impossible capsule of time. Xiao Yan found that he didn't feel afraid at all. Suddenly he felt that he was an important presence to Heine. he was important. A very important person.

For a man that never expresses himself, Xiao Yan felt that he has glimpsed that deepest part of his desires.

Heine slowly withdrew from Xiao's mouth and he followed Heine up, seeking more form him. He kept nipping and kissing at Heine's lips, his tongue searching for him and slipping into his mouth chasing his mouth and entangling with it. He felt Heine respond violently, Xiao's advance prompting him to kiss him even harder.


He didn't know if this man would really accept him, and he didn't even feel that he knew him. All he knew was he wanted to please him. To melt his cold indifference and let him feel even a little bit of pleasure.

Heine's palm reached up to Xiao's cheek and his lips open. At this moment Xiao Yan's heart was filled with emotions he couldn't even define. He stared into Heine's eyes, afraid Heine would push him further.

And Heine kissed him again.

"You shouldn't be like this, Xiao Yan."

"What?" Xiao Yan looked at Heine with a puzzled expression. The blue of Heine's eyes had deepened into a magnetic abyss, attracting him and pulling him in... Away from everything else in the world.



"You will force me to trap you here. Make it so you can never leave."