Shawn who?

part 19

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We enter the hospital room...that is holding my Bestfriend Ian. He just hurt his head. Why am i so worked up on it?

Maybe because it couldve been worse?

He couldve easily died.

"Stop...stop. Stop overthing evrything" i whisper to myself.

I look around. Ian is alseep. The pain killers they gave him must have been pretty strong.

John is on his phone....looking at fitness profiles.

Alyssa is already sitting. She eventually takes out her phone.

Me. Im still standing.

"May i go to the restroom?" I ask. My voice slightly loud. John looks up at me. He nods.

I smile at him. I turn around. I head out the room. Enter the halls.

It smells like germ soap. Germs. Germs germs germs.

I look down at my feet. My vans going against the tile. The disqusting tile. I look up. The lights bright.

Bright as Alyssa. Bright as the Midnight stars, illuminating the sky. Giving us hope. Giving us sense that "it will be okay"

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I walk in the bathroom stalls.

How many people have walked in this room?

How many people have thrown up in this room?

I simply shake...i shake over the thought. My hairs sticking up.

I look around the stall. Taking in everything.

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I walk out of the restroom. I look to my left and right. The lights seem slighty dimed. Calming me. I take out my phone. Go on twitter. Check my notifications. Its okay.

I look up.

The sound of footsteps. The sound of footsteps hitting the cold tile floor.

Whos there?

I look around. No one.

Tap.tap. tap. Tap.

My heart beating fast. The sound of my heart, making it slightly worse. The lights.... Hurting my head. My visssion clogging. Im drowning.

My head throbbing. My stableness....going unstable. I fall.

I hit the tile floor. The cold tile floor. My head spinning. I cant breath.

I try to pull myself up. Im too weak.

I start to wheeze. Trying to breath. No.no.no.no.

Alyssas...p.o.v

Im sitting down on the uncomfurtable hospital chair. The docter informed us he will be able to leave tommrow. Im currently going through instagram.

"I wonder whats taking shawn so long?" I hear John ask.

"Should i go check?" I ask. He looks at me concerned. He then nods.

I nod right back at him. I get up and leave my chair. I enter the dull halls. A few patients crossing here and there. Wheres shawn?

I keep looking. Every hall i pass. No.no.no. not there.

I go down the hall of the restrooms.

I gasp at the sight. Shawn leaning against the wall. A nurse checking his vitals. He had a panic attack.

I run over to them.

"Shawn" i gasp. He looks pale. He looks up at me. Eyes looking week.

"What happened?" I ask. I kneel down shawns side. I look up at the nurse.

"From his vitals. He had a panic attack. Did anything major happend today?" She asks. Looking at shawn.

"He...he has anxiety" i tell her. I look at her. She simply nods.

"Gets some rest. Drink water" she informs us.

"Thank you" i say. I go towards shawn as the nurse gets up and leaves.

"Im here" i resure him. I grab his underarm. I get him up slowy.

"You okay?" I ask. He nods. His energy completely faded.

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