The diary of two

Isabel (part two)

Alex POV
This chapter is a continuation on Alex's narration on what happens during his and Isabel's relationship . He hasn't written it in his diary , he just remembers what happened.

Things had started out  during that weekend .

Things continued to be the same , just that it became more intense day by day . Kisses and hours turned into bites and nights spent at Isabel's house .
My dad didn't even care if i was out of home during Friday or Saturday night . Joseph and Rob didn't realize . I had improved on my behavior . I sometimes went out with them  to the disco, we even sneaked into a strip club once  , something i would've disapproved of before .

Rob and Jose knew i used to go to Isabel but they had never seen her , they obviously assumed she was some old wrinkly phycologist . Never did they know !

The nights we spent  together were sometimes violent , thats what a normal person would think .   But for us , we were in paradise . We started out smooth , but then we went rough . We did  things which needed privacy , So i started spending nights at her house . Nights that can never be forgotten . She did things to me , and i did things to her. Things which right now , i can only imagine in lust . 

The first time i slept at her house ,she gave me a collar . She attached a  leash  and instructed me to wear it whenever i was there . I was also expected to wear ripped leather jeans . To me they were just mere things . What i really needed was her , and to get her i could do or wear anything !

As everything has an end , our convenient relationship also faced the same fate . Isabel and I had our session on Friday , she said we would go till late evening . I already knew what that meant . I was prepped up for it .

That day something happened though , the secretary had forgotten her phone at the office . That obviously meant she would come

The office was empty so we didn't shy away from using the space . The office doors were open and she had tied me up . Something i had loved then . She had a flogger in her hand ,and she used it perfectly . My eyes were covered up . That made it even more intense . The way she used that thing on me . It proved her experience . It was simply amazing .

As i was blindfolded i don't remember a lot . I heard the front door open and some exclamations . Then there were some arguments . After ten minutes Isabel opened up my blindfolds and told me its over . Just like that . Simply told me to forget her . She told me i was a liability . I could destroy her !

That made me feel worthless , i still remember . Wasn't i good enough . Wasn't i strong enough . What was wrong with me . But i also knew we were illegal . And we had been caught . But we could continue in secret again , start afresh . But no ! She had thrown me away , just like that .

Im sorry guys , i just don't feel comfortable writing extreme graphical sexual content . I feel that Alex has a more interesting story ahead . Full of drama and life long regrets that i should focus on more . Rather than focusing on his short sexual relationship . I want to make it clear that this relationship really affected him but i feel protective as a writer over his privacy (even though its all fiction 😂😂) i know its weird but no graphical sex scenes for now !!!!