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she waited for him to be sincere with his feelings. he thought he was really sincere back then. now he just knew what sincerity really means. I wasn't sincere to you, he says mentally.

he never made her felt loved. he never did. all he did was force everything to her.

all he cared was about his self and his needs. he was really selfish and never cared about her feelings and just went on cheating when she didn't want to have sex with him.

then after he finally got what he wanted, to taste her, he broke up with her. he thought he was fine without her. he thought he could live without her in his life, but now he realized that he's lost without her.

you were light, chaeyoung. now everything is dark without you in my life.

everything in his room reminds him so much of her. the medicines she bought when she had a fever. the gauze that she used to clean my wounds when hr stumbled on his skateboard. their couple mug...

i'm still inlove with you, chaeyoung. but you love him. i guess I'll keep on loving you without you knowing it.