Foolish Sparks

Chapter 9: Help

Aeryn POV

I immediately felt warm when I opened my eyes. I surveyed the whole room and with the classic interiors that decorated it, nalaman ako agad na wala ako sa kwarto ko. Tumingin ako sa right side ako and saw Eros' defined back.

I blushed as memories from last night briefly played wildly all over again. The way he touched me, the way I felt euphoric sensations within me, the pain, the pleasure... I gave my self to him. He's the first man to ever touch me and I don't regret any of it because he's the only man that I love.

Gusto ko sana pagmasdan yung mukha niyang tulog pero dahil nakatalikod siya sa akin, hindi ko magawa. Tanging ang likod niya lang na puno ng muscles ang nakikita ko. Pinilit kong bumangon pero I'm still sore all over. He really went all the way last night.

Kahit masakit, I still managed to stand up. I literally walked like a jelly to the bathroom and luckily, as I thought, there was a bathrobe in there. I put it on me para naman ma-cover ang katawan ko.

For the next minutes, tumawag ako ng room delivery service for our breakfast. Nang dumating ang server, nakita kong medyo nagulat ito dahil siguradong nakilala kami ni Eros.

"Thanks." sabi ko sa server ng nalagay niya na ng maayos ang inorder kong breakfast sa katabi ng kama.

Bahagyang uminit ang mga pisngi nito at nag-nod nalang bago umalis.

Kaalis niya naman, saktong gumising si Eros. I was sitting near his side, where the breakfast tray cart was placed.

Slowly, he opened his eyes while putting one of his hands on his head. Riiight. Nakainom siya ng marami so he was probably having a hang-over. His eyes widened when he saw me and immediately sat. His defined upper body was exposed, with blankets covering his lower body. Alam ko na kagaya ko, wala din siyang kahit anong bahid na damit.

Pagkatapos ng ginawa namin kagabi, we fell asleep straight away because of the alcohol and exhaustion. Ni wala man lang oras para bihisan ang sarili namin.

"Aeryn..." panimula niya, ni hindi man lang makatingin sa akin ng deretso.

"Yes?" naghahamon kong tanong.

I know where this is going...

"Sorry... I was so drunk last night, this is a mistake, I'm sorry..." malungkot niyang sabi.

Pinagpatuloy ko lang ang pag-tingin sakanya. I knew he would say that. Alam ko naman where I stand in his life. What happened between us though, just changed it. At least, I knew na kahit maliit na parte ng attraction or lust, mayroon siya para sa akin.

"Last night wasn't mistake for me, Eros. We both wanted it." I assured him.

Lumapit ako sa kanya at hinawakan ang isang kamay niya, to double my assurance. I do not regret any of last night and it would never be a mistake for me when he clearly had a choice pero sa huli, pinili niya paring bumigay. I wanted him badly and I knew he felt the same desire.

"You were a virgin, Aeryn! I used you!" medyo pagalit niyang sabi at sa unang pagkakatoon sa umagang ito, nakatingin siya sa akin ng deretso.

His brows scowled as his chinito eyes became even smaller. Akala ko wala ng iliit ang mga mata niya. Nakaka-aliw parin siyang magsalita despite our heavy confrontation dahil sumusulpot ang malalim niyang dimples sa mukha.

Mas lalo ko hinigpitan ang hawak ko sa kamay niya. I pressed our hands together.

"You didn't use me. I wanted it as much as you did. I am very much happy to lose my virginity, Eros, especially to someone that I love." mariin na sabi ko.