Chapter Two: A Collection of Letters

The First Letter

The First Letter

July 2, 2014

This is the reason why I am here. This is the cause of my writing. This is the purpose of my entries. 

I, Pamela Nouvel, has had a whirlwind relationship with Xavier Messa for the past three years. During that time, Xavier and I had grown so close that now, we repulse each other's actions due to our smaller insecurities and past faults.  

Now, months after breaking up and multiple attempts at working our relationship out, I have decided to have fifteen days before officially deciding whether I actually want to have our relationship work out or not. 

But in those fifteen days, I not only write about my feelings for Xavier, but I'm also writing down what happens in my life within those fifteen days. 

And in those fifteen days, change happens. For both the better and for the worst. No matter how much I wish it didn't. 

Read on if you care what happens to me in these next fifteen days. 

But let me tell you this, this is based off of a real life story and real life emotions and real life confessions. These are entries from each day that had passed. I am posting these letters now after the fifteen days. 

So I beg your forgiveness, Xavier, for when you read this, I may never gain your love ever again. 

But let me start my story and all the dread behind it all: 

Every story has a beginning and that beginning is chapter one. Most stories have lots of chapters, but mine has two. Chapter one was our amazing love story with a tragic ending.

Now, it's time to move on into Chapter two. But I'm doing it differently this time. With each passing day, I promise I will write indirectly to you.

I really need you to know that I love you but I don't know what will happen next in our next fifteen days. 

Love, 

Your Pamela Nouvel