My Virtual Girlfriend (Jerrie)

Chapter 29

Flashback

  "I told you she needs to go home!!" Pez said and i just felt that the sleepiness is over taking my body.  

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i want to ask what's happening but i cant anymore, my head hurt so bad ugh

"Here cover your body, i know its cold" she lend me her jacket. i look so stupid while wearing her jacket because im crying. i dont know my feelings anymore. all i feel are mixed emotions. im just quiet on the whole ride.

my eyes widened when she parked the car infront of my house.

"why here!" i asked her.

"You need company." she said and she get out of the car and opened the door for me 

"careful" she said

"Im fine, thankyou." i continued walking and opened our gate and went inside the house. our maid greeted me 

"Where's dad?" i asked the maid 

"He's not here yet, Ma'am" she said

that's it and i sat to the couch. im really feeling dizzy. i just closed my eyes. i removed the jacket that she gave me.

i looked at my arms and its so red ugh! i hate it its so itchy.

"Here drink this. drink alot of water so that the alcohol wont trigger your allergy anymore." she said and i raised my eyebrow.

"Why are you here?.... just go" i said 

"NO! theres no one here will take care of you" she said and i can really say that she's concern but why?

she started to wipe my arms with bimpo

"Why are you doing this perrie, cant you just go? leave me alone please" i said

"The only thing gone is our relationship not my love for you. i cant leave you here, not until i know your fine" perrie said

"You're just making things hard for me perrie. please stop" i said trying to push her away

"Jade please, let me take care of you. i promise this will be the last" she said and i just let her. i just closed my eyes, after all this will be the last. i will think of the fastest way for me to forget her. i think i'll go to my grandma at the united states. i think its better to be far from her, from the pain

"Come, you need to sleep now, i'll bring you to your room." she said i felt her the way she held my waist so that i will not fell.

when i arrived at my room and felt my soft bed i cant help and just let my sleep over take me.

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Its already morning when i woke up, my head ache is already gone plus the red things on my body is also gone.  But the heart ache is still there. 

once i opened my eyes the reality hits me that Perrie is not mine anymore. I cant help but to just cry it out

when will i stop crying  over her?

But after all i managed to fix myself. i still have a job to do. i just called my company driver so that he can get the car i left at the bar.

when i went down i saw the maid holding an envelope

"Uhm what time, perrie left last night?" i asked her

" probably 1 am " she said and i just nod and looked at the envelop she's holding and she gave it to me. i already feel that its the wedding invitation

i opened it

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow is their day. it feels like tomorrow will be the end of the world for me.

i cant breath while reading their name together in that damn invitation. reading the venue and the time, my tears suddenly fell. i cant help but cry i hurriedly dropped the invitation when i heard my car arrived 

the tears are still obviously on my face. when i opened my office i  found the papers i still need to work on. but i still found myself crying.

I should escape in this painful situation. But how? 

my relation with her is like us together holding a rubber band and if the one let go the other one who's still holding will be hurt and in our situation i think im still the one who's holding and i also need to let go. so that i wont be hurt anymore.. i know its hard and its not that easy but i know i can forget her. i need to help myself. i need to be far, far to all of the people i know.

i cant stay at my grandma's because she'll just ask so many questions about what happened.

i stand up, i need to walk outside and think some things.

i encountered alot of people who's also walking. are they all have problems who's same to mine? are they all feel like crying?

i stopped at the coffee shop and lot of lovers are there dating and i just poker faced. and just decided to go home. i looked stupid while looking at the door of perrie's hotel room. its over between me and her. 

i opened my room and removed my sandals. i just want to sleep. 

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its the day, the day that i cant claim her anymore as mine.

i just stand up and took a shower, i also cooked some breakfast for me. i stopped thinking when i heard calls coming from my phone. alot of them are from leigh, jesy and some from niall. i just shake my head i know they'll go here 

i just continued eating, i dont want to talk them i hurriedly opened my cabinet and get some jeans and shirt i want to go somewhere again. i get my wallet and thats it. no phone.

i wait for the elevator im at the side because there's a lot of people waiting the elevator opened and i saw Jesy and leigh inside. i hurriedly went to the stairs good thing they didnt saw me!

i knew it! they'll screw me

i just went to the mall looking some dresses.

ugh there's so many couples again. im so bitter

i just walked and dont mind them until i saw place and that place is the one who's fixing tours, flights and other,. i hurried went there and the stuff talked to me

and at the end...  i saw myself paying trip to europe for one month. and that is scheduled tomorrow.

and the only thing i know, i want far away. far away from everyone.

A/N

who missed meeee? lmaoooo

im so sorry ive been so busy. but guess who's the one who graduated high school? of course mee!!! hahaha last 1 chapter i guess? hmmm...