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When the news broke, I felt nothing.

I couldn't hear voices, I couldn't feel anything.

Water broke inside my eyes without me knowing.

And flows freely without my control.

When the news broke, my senses shuts down.

I functioned in autopilot until now.

My heart stops though my mind is calm.

When the news broke, I could face anyone.

My mind screams to stop hiding away.

And all my heart wants is for everything to be okay.

When the news broke, I understand nothing.

Days later I still don't comprehend,

What had happened?

I don't want to face reality.

Cause then, I have to accept that you are gone.

Losing you is inevitable but not too soon.

I felt like blaming myself for not giving the best care.

I let myself procrastinate for so long.

And ended up broke with no spare.

Losing you opened my eyes.

That we really have only one life.

This moment is the only thing we own.

And tomorrow is not guaranteed.

All we have is now.

We don't own tomorrow.

For everything in this word is only temporary.

Live now before we all die.

Everyday I asked myself.

Will I ever see you again?

In heaven, do you still hear my pleas?

Do you still feel my love?

I miss you everyday.

I wish you stay here longer.

But what can I do, when fate has other ideas.

I dont know when the hole in my heart will heal.

My life will never be the same again.

You are gone.

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