You and Jungkook was known as the "cutest" couple. But despite all of the great moments you guys had been through, you admit that you wish some of them would vanish in his mind.
You are suffering from a heart cancer. The doctor said that you have 2 more years to live. Jungkook as the youngest, he lived with his 6 brothers. Their parents died from a car accident.
Jungkook didn't know that you're sick. And you also didn't even want to tell him as you're scared that he will leave you, but 50% of your heart wants to because you didn't want him to get hurt.
You once said to your parents,
"eomma, appa, whatever it is, do not ever, ever, tell Jungkook about my condition." As you were saying those words, your heart felt like it was stabbed by thousands of sword. You couldn't stop the tears from falling.
Everytime you spend a day with him, you'll cry at night. You keep imagining about how will he feel when you die, will he move on?, will he look for someone better? Those thoughts keep coming in your mind.
Today he asked you out. It was your 3rd anniversary.
He told you to wait for him, he will pick you up in 10. You dressed beautifully as you wanted to look the prettiest. Later, he came with his car. You don't want to waste any time more, so you just hop into his car.
He stare at you with his mouth hang open then he kissed your cheek,
"You look beautiful today. Aaaaaannnddd Happy 3rd Anniversary Love, I missed you so bad"
It has only been 1 day since you met him and he already missed you. How will it be when you die? You were about to cry, so you quickly change the topic.
"Ayy stop playing around, where are we heading to tho?"
"Somewhere special?" He replied
<Your POV>
I smiled. The car then started moving. I swicthed on the radio and we started singing together. Oh how I will forever miss this moment. He suddenly held my hand tightly and looked at me, then smiled, as if something will happen.
We sang to lots of song such as mine by bazzi, perfect by ed sheeran and lots more.
Suddenly, the song Say You Won't Let Go by James Arthur came, the lyrics touched my heart, it touched me more when Jungkook sang the song while looking at me.
"I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts"
"I promise till death we part like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows
Finally it's just you and me till we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go"
This two lyrics hits me hard. Does he meant every word he said? Or is it just the song?
We've arrived, now at the top of a mountain and it was close to dawn. Infront of me, there was a table with alot of candles, it's a candle light dinner. It is so sweet! How can I ever stop loving him?
He pulled the chair for me, and I smiled at him before I sat down. He then sat down infront of me. He clapped his hands twice, and then I saw Taehyung coming towards us, I chuckled a little because of their sweetness and silliness. How can I ever forget about Jungkook's dumbass brothers?
Not to forget Namjoon oppa who will always help you with your homeworks, Jin oppa who will always be there when you are hungry, Hope oppa that will always make you smile whenever you're at your lowest, Suga who will always complain when you came into his room and plopped on his bed and on top of him, Jimin and Taehyung that will always accompany you to the park or when you feel like shopping, that will always play video games with you, did silly things that makes you laugh. And not to mention, Jungkook, the man of your life, the guy that was always by your side when you're at your highest nor lowest. The guy that sang you to sleep, the guy that supports everything that you do, the guy that never stop loving you, the guy that held your hand or hugged you when you're crying. The guy that you spent most of night with by watching netflix and eating 5 boxes of pizza. I said most because sometimes he would say he is "busy" but I don't know what was he doing until he was that "busy".
"How can I move on?"
When V left us alone, Jungkook suddenly held my hand,
"You know I will always and forever love you and only you no matter what happen, right?" Tears start falling down my cheeks. I nodded as I couldn't speak at all.
"Kim Y/N, you will forever be my forever. I will always love you. No matter what happen to you, I will love you. You are the perfect girlfriend, and remember that I love you, for you."
Without I even realizing, my tears had been streaming down my eyes.
"I love you too Kookie, and forever will. Can we please change the subject now? Did you buy something for me since it is our 3rd anniversary?" I said while I tried to smile.
"You're saying as if you could read my mine! Ofc I brought you something Jagi."
He then handed me a small box. My eyes was wide open. Did I cry? Don't even ask.
"You said that you will forever love me right? Then if you really do, marry me." He said that as the sun went down. It was a beautiful scenery. Him kneeling down and sunset? Perfect.
"ARE YOU SERIOUS? OFC I DO" I screamed and stood up right away. He pulled me in for a hug and I hug him back tightly. Seconds later, he slowly untighten the hug then he looked at me before saying,
"I love you, Y/N"
Our lips were connected, and he kiss you passionately. Minutes later, Jimin and V came with foods and you and Jungkook started eating.
It was 12 am already and my body was tired. So Jungkook drove me home. I fell asleep in the car, and when I woke up, I was not at my house but I'm at his. I was laying down on his bed while he was resting his head on his palm while looking at me, shirtless.
"Are you awake jagi?"
I smiled and nodded. I was not suprised at all because I've slept at his house couple times before.
"I'm bored" he said as he started hovering me.
I knew what he meant by 'bored' but I was scared because I haven't done that thing before with anyone.
"B-b-but I-i-i'm scared, Jungkook. I haven't done this before, I don't know what to do, I-"
He cut me off by connecting his lips with mine.
"Don't be scared love. I'll lead, you just follow okay?"
I nodded. We both made love that night.
"I love you, Kim Y/N"
"I love you too, Jungkook"
