pure fiction // ziam

fifty seven

"See he's not cheating on you" I said. But as all stories go, I spoke too soon.

Toby begins to smash his lips with a guy in the pool, with the other dragging him inside, drenching his attire.

I looked over at Liam who is about ready to break down.

"Liam..."

"Don't say anything" He says and he walks over the kitchen. I looked back at Toby as he continues to move lips with the guy and taking off his clothes. Then I follow Liam into the kitchen.

"Liam what are you doing?"

"I can't think right now. I need not to feel right now. I just want for this pain to go away" He says as he grabs the bottle of vodka.

"Liam"

"Zayn, if I don't make it then don't call the police" Were his last words before he chugged the bottle of vodka. Everyone stopped what they were doing to watch Liam drink straight from the bottle. The crowd in the kitchen was silent, waiting for Liam to crack and choke. But he didn't. When he took the last sip out of that bottle, he burped in victory and the crowd watching riled up.

"You did it" I said, congratulating him.

"Drink up Zayn, it's gonna be a long night" Liam says and he made me realize that I still have my cup in hand.

• • • •

Back in the bedroom, Liam sits on the balcony.

"Come"

I walk over to him and sit next to him. We both look at the sky. The stars are very bright, as if they were shining just for us. Usually you can't see that many stars where we live, but tonight they seemed to make an exception.

"I never knew there were that many stars" Liam said.

"Can you believe that we're dead drunk and we decide to come out here to look at the fucking stars instead of being down there, having the craziest night of our lives" I said and Liam laughs.

"Seems believable if you ask me" Liam responds.

We both look at each other and the tension builds up. There it is, that moment, the moment that leads up to the kiss where the two parties feel the energy between them pull them closer together as if by a gravitational force. Liam's lips look pinker and more plump than usual. It's obviously the alcohol but I decide to let it take control of me, as if I had a choice.

"Are we really about to do this?" I ask.

"Just shut up"

We kiss.

As all hookups go, me and Liam end up on top of each other in bed. It's like a drug I can't quit. I'm endlessly addicted to Liam and I will never stop loving him no matter what comes between us. And I hope he feels the same way. Because I can only imagine myself saying I do to one person only.

"Condom?"

"Don't need it"

"Liam..."

"Sshh, it's gonna be fine. I haven't had sex with anyone else but you"

"Toby?"

"He thinks it's a little too early to do that"

"Oh..."

"We can stop if you want"

"No. Keep going" I said and we continue to move our lips together. The body heat between us becomes increasingly uncomfortable. Our clothes have to come off. I start with my shirt and I could already hear Liam let out a moan. I take his shirt off and he still has the same beautiful, sculpted body that I fell in love with. I move my hands down a little to his hips, and begin to unbuckle his belt and remove his pants. I can tell that he is rock solid. I take my jeans off and throw them across the room.

"Fuck you look sexy Zayn"

"That's just the alcohol talking"

"No, I mean it. You look like a god" Liam says and I can feel myself blushing.

"Gosh I want you to fuck me"

"Say no more" Liam says and he inverses our position, him and top of me now. He moves down to where the burning desire of pleasure is located and feel myself lose control. He takes his hand and wraps it around my dick, then slowly does the same with his mouth.

"Mmhmm, Liam"

Liam hums and the vibration drives me crazy. His tongue works like a fucking miracle around my head and his puppy eye look drives me off the edge.

"Fuck me Liam... please"

And in that instant Liam stops moving his head and heads down even lower, and I could feel his tongue working around my rim. I don't know how many times I can say this but, Liam's tongue is like just another heavenly part that I love about him. Next thing I know, I feel a push around my hole and I've missed the feeling of Liam's dick inside me that it feels like I'm a virgin. 

"You okay Zayn?"

"Oh I'm fine it's just... I haven't had you inside me in a while and..."

"Oh... okay. We can still stop if you want"

"No"

Liam nods and continues to slide inside me and begins to slowly thrust in and out. I could feel him, raw. The warmth and thickness of him slowly working in and out of me. I could feel myself getting closer to the end and we've only just begun.

"Faster daddy"

Liam's eyes widened and a little smile perked up. I knew he liked that. I've missed the feeling of his dick inside of me and right now I want to be able to remember this moment forever. But I won't, we're both wasted out of our minds and this is just the product of what liquor and jealousy add up to. A mistake, that we'll both regret later. Him more than me. Although, in my head, I'm not thinking of this as a mistake, a huge part of me actually wanted this to happen.

"Oh fuck Zayn you're so tight"

Liam's pace began to feel harder and faster, something that's sending me to another plane of euphoria.

"Daddy please don't stop"

"Fuck, I love it when you call me that baby boy. You want daddy cum inside of you?" I nod my head yes and Liam gets to work. He thrusts harder and he stops, I could feel the warmth of the liquid fill me up. He collapses on top of me and we switch positions, me on top now, and he wraps me up in a hug and I lay on top of his chest.

"I loved this, even if we don't remember any of this, I loved it" Liam said and kissed the top of my head. 

"Well, I love you Liam"

I can hear the rapid beat of his heart. He's still pumping out blood a mile a minute and I'm starting to wonder why I ever fucked up incredibly bad. I missed the sound of his heart, the way he would talk about literally anything he's passionate about, I missed the glimmer of his eyes when the sunlight hits them, the wrinkles by his eyes when he smiles, everything about Liam James Payne, I am in love with.  

"I love you, Zayn"