Revenge On My Player Ex (Book 1)

Game 48

Game 48

"I was dying inside"

Sheliah Santibañez

"Speak now Sheliah, what are we?" He asked desperately, hindi ko alam kung sasagutin ko ba ang tanong niya. Why the hell did I ask it? "Sheliah please tell me,please I'm begging you." He said in a whisper tone.

I shook my head. "Leave me alone."

Lalo niya pang hinigpitan ang kanyang pagkakayakap. Please tama na Art, you won't gain any answers from me. 'Cause we are nothing.

"Come on Art, I am sick and I need to rest!" nagpupumiglas ako mula sa pagkakayap n'ya but he's stronger than me. "Art what the f*ck?!"

"It's turning out just another day, I took a shower and I went on my way." nagulat ako nang marinig ko na naman ang mga tinig niya. His voice...

I stopped there as usual
Had a coffee and pie
When I turned to leave I can't believe my eyes
Standing there I didn't know what to say
Without one touch we stood there face to face...

This kind of scene...

And I was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you
I'm dying inside, I was dying inside
But I couldn't bring myself to touch you...

Ipinatong niya ang kanyang baba sa aking balikat. "You said last night that you love me." I left speechless.

Each breath that I am taking right now is equivalent to screaming painfully. I can't keep my words Art. I hate you.

Naramdaman kong namamasa-masa na ang balikat ko ang I know that he's crying. Damn! He's a guy, he supposed to shut up and talk normally. "You deserved this tears, you deserved evert drop of it Sheliah. Oo ilang beses na akong humingi ng tawad sa'yo pero--" he cuts himself off.

"I think this would be the last..." I can feel my lips that starts trembling and my knees are feeling weak like anytime I can fall down.

Why am I acting like this? I love him f*cking still pero hindi na kagaya noon... The pain that he caused me left scars. And those scars are not yet healing, my scars needs revenge but I want to stop! But it just can't... I can't.

"W-what are you talking about?" I asked.

"G*go ako, manloloko ako, t*rantado ako at hayop ako and hindi ko pinagsisihang gano'n ako... Why? Simply because without this descriptions of how an Art Antonio looked like... I won't meet the girl that I love, the girl that makes me so high."
hinabol niya ang kanyang hininga bago ipagpatuloy ang kanyang mga sasabihin.

"The girl that makes my day everyday, the girl that is so innocent, the girl that is so unbelievable...And the girl that I am hugging right now." in just a blink of eye, natumba kami sa sahig dahil sa pagkaka-out of balance. I need medicine...

"Art please just leave. I'm begging you."

But he doesn't even bother to look at me while we are both sitting on the ground. "Patawad... Hindi ko sinasadyang saktan ka, you felll to me and I fell at you but I guess, we are not meant to be together that time because she put ourselves apart." ikinuyom ko ang mga kamao ko at dahan-dahang tumayo para maghanap ng mga gamot.

Nang makakita ako, agad ko iyong ininom. Nagpanggap akong everything's fine and he's not existing.

"Just tell me the words that I wanted and I'm dying to hear... You can make me suffer for your own good, I won't be mad. I can't be mad at you." lumapit ako sa kanyang kinauupuan at tinitigan siya sa kanyang mga mata.

"Get gone... Let me go..."

Umiling siya "Not that Sheliah."

Pagkasabing-pagkasabi niya no'n ay agad ko siyang nilisan. If he will not go? Fine I will go.

Lumabas ako ng mansion namin at sumakay ng kotse. I'm feeling well dahil sa gamot na ininom ko. "Sheliah don't drive!" hinatak niya ako palabas.

Yamot ko siyang tinignan "Ano ba? Aalis ako." hindi niya ako pinakinggan at bagkus pinaupo niya ako sa back seat at sya naman ang umupo sa driver's seat.

Tss, wala na akong choice kung hindi magmukmok at panoorin s'ya habang nagd-drive.

Humiga ako at ipinikit ang aking mga mata... T*ngina hindi pa pala ako nagbibihis ng damit. Tinignan ko ang suot ko at naka-pajama lang ako at isang loose t-shirt. Paano ako lalabas nito?

"Ahm I need clothes-"

"Check the bag beside you."

Agad kong kinuha ang bag sa gilid ko, there's a simple dress and inner clothes.

"I-I need to... To take my... My shirt off." ramdam na ramdam ko ang pamumula ng aking mga pisngi. This is so embarrassing!

"I won't look at you..."

Nag-aalangan man, I decided to take it off. Minadali ko ng hubarin ang lahat at binabantayan ko ang salamin para malaman kung tumitingin nga ba siya or hindi.

Ipinark niya ang sasakyan sa isang restaurant.

Binuksan niya ang pintuan at lumabas. Ako na ang nagbukas ng sakin at dare-daretsong naglakad papasok.

Alam kong nasa likod ko lang siya at sumusunod sa bawat galaw ko.

Dudukot sana ako ng pera sa bulsa pero wala akong pera! Oh my God.

"Si Liah Sants yun diba?"

"Oo nga 'no?! Pa-picture tayo!"

"Oh my God, siya nga!"

"Nandito din si Art Antonio? This is crazy."

"Art!"

Lalapit na sana ang mga babaeng yun kaso nga lang biglang may humawak sa kamay ko at nagulat ako nang makita ko si Dad. "Let's eat." I just smiled at him at hinanap ng mga mata ko si Art. And I saw him on a table together with my mother and brothers.

"What the f*ck?"

Naupo na kami ni Dad at magkaharap kami ni Art sa isang long table.

Like seriously, what is happening?

"Are you still sick Sheliah?" tanong ni
Kuya Trip na nakangisi.

I just rolled my eyes at him at kumain ng mga nakahain. Nagkwekwentuhan sila at nagtatawanan. As if I care, whatever.

"Anyway, bakit kasama mo si Art anak?" Tanong ni Mom.

Nangunot ang noo ko "What? Akala ko ba this is a set-up na iwanan kaming dalawa ng EX BOYFRIEND ko sa mansion?" I looked at him and he just shrugged.

"Bitter..." Kuya Jonathan

"Pabebe..." Kuya Axel

"Choosy..." Kuya Ryle

"Tss..." Kuya Ice

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" and Kuya Trip.

"I am not joking, I'm f*cking serious!"

"Don't curse Sheliah." pagbabanta ni Dad kaya agad akong nanahimik.

"It's not a set-up, nagkataon lang may kanya-kanyang mga lakad ang mga Kuya mo at kami ng Dad mo, we decided na dito na kumain. And my daughter, hindi ko alam na may lagnat ka." malungkot na sagot sa akin ni Mom.

"But, why is he in our Mansion?" turo ko kay Art.

Walang sumagot sa akin at ang lahat ay tumingin sa kanya.

"Because I want to hear it again."