thinking about.

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I am thinking about leaving
But I am not fucking well
And I don't know how to breathe
I have never been so alone
And I am thinking about leaving
But you are keeping me here

Snap the photos for the scars
Your head is flickering
I have been caught but I cannot live

My skin is so thick
But I am too small for her
This weight is dragging me down
You haven't learnt my ways
And I will take your grief
And your fucking pains
Teach me to stop missing you

I am thinking about dying
But I am not fucking ill
And I am an apparent 'survivor'
What does that mean when you're on the brink?
And I am thinking about dying
But you are keeping me alive

Snap the scars for the photos
Your head is murkier than mine
I am getting off with Death

My skin is so thick
But I am too small for him
This weight is dragging me down
You haven't learnt my ways
And I will take your grief
And your fucking pains
Teach me to stop talking about you

I can feel me twisting
Into your thread
Manipulate me some more
Leave the knife in my chest
I like the pain

My skin is so thick
But I am too small for you
This weight is dragging me down
You haven't learnt my ways
And I will take your grief
And your fucking pains
Teach me to stop this

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