random writings.

different.

I'm wrong I know I'm wrong as the flames catch my hair
The flames burnt it all off now I'm here bald and starved
Feed me with those lies they'll kill of my hunger all the same
Why do I even ask why I should just let it happen
Never question my future because I don't know myself
I know I'm lonely and I know I'm a sinking weight of dead weight
Tell me and tell me over again like I don't know what the plot is
I wish I could just tell you like you tell me

I should really write like every day is my last
Fill up those empty pages and block all the bad parts
I'm so second-rate and second choices so take me away
Take me to where you got your starlet eyes from
Let me feel you one last time so I feel like I'm in the right place
I won't sing those songs anymore when I lived as a different person

I need to go back to sleep but I need to look out for the way to live
Give me oxygen to breathe because God knows I can't speak properly
Send me back to where I came from even if it seems like a bad choice
I'm the worst choice someone could ever make and nothing lasts
Nothing lasts forever so don't promise me forever unless you mean it
Sing to me like you did the first time you never treated me like porcelain
I'm covered up and ruined by my sense to save best to last
I beg and bleed and promise not to leave because I will never

I should really write like every day is my last
Fill up those empty pages and block all the bad parts
I'm so second-rate and second choices so take me away
Take me to where you got your starlet eyes from
Let me feel you one last time so I feel like I'm in the right place
I won't sing those songs anymore when I lived as a different person

Give me hope and I'll give you cold hands
Tell me what you want and I'll set those fires in January
Give me something to hold onto and I'll give you the absolute truth

I should really write like every day is my last
Fill up those empty pages and block all the bad parts
I'm so second-rate and second choices so take me away
Take me to where you got your starlet eyes from
Let me feel you one last time so I feel like I'm in the right place
I won't sing those songs anymore when I lived as a different person