random writings.

cant do this on my own.

If you took away my anxiety
Would it leave behind your soul
So black and white with no way out
I can't know you now
I never said I needed company and I
I don't want no freedom
I'm fine in my hole in the ground
I stand alone

If this is the end of my life
In dim-lit alleys and crowds of people
I just want to say
I never belonged I never knew who I really was
I'll regret this in the end
Keep your hands and your circles
I don't know who you are anymore
Set me free

Can't loosen up to find my way
Hunched up shoulders
Insomnia up to my iris and there's voices in the water
I gotta find my narcissistic personality
So I don't have to give a fuck anymore
Watch me wreck myself
I'm fine in my hole in the ground
I stand alone

If this is the end of my life
In dim-lit alleys and crowds of people
I just want to say
I never belonged I never knew who I really was
I'll regret this in the end
Keep your hands and your circles
I don't know who you are anymore
Set me free and drown me

I wasn't welcome
I didn't bleed enough to make a noise
Or make a change or make a tragedy
I may destroy me but you're letting me drown
Watch on for a depressive panic you long for

If this is the end of my life
In dim-lit alleys and crowds of people
I just want to say
I never belonged I never knew who I really was
I'll regret this in the end
Keep your hands and your circles
I don't know who you are anymore
Set me free

This isn't alright