Thugs don't love

It hurts...

Derrick POV
"Babe you hungry?" I asked Kierra.

Its been two weeks and she hasn't said a word to nobody.

"Kierra baby you have to eat"

She just laid there and stared at the ceiling.

I don't know what to do. I mean I like her I guess but she have to cheer up because this baby is gone.

I heard a knock at the door.

I ran downstairs and opened the door.

"Hey!" it was Kamora, Joseline, and Tay.

"Wassup y'all?"

I closed the door as they walked in and sat on the couch.

"How is she?" Kamora asked.

"She's still not talking or eating"

"We're gonna go see her"

"Okay well I have to go do something I'll be back later"

They nodded and went upstairs.

I grabbed my phone, keys, and wallet.

I left then locked the door behind me. I need some air.

Kierra POV
I haven't spoke to anyone in two weeks.

This all seems like a dream to me.

I was looking forward to being a mom and now it's all gone.

"Hey baby!" my mom hugged me.

I didn't say a word.

"Come on Ki talk to us" Tay said.

I still didn't say a word.

"If you talk you'll feel better!" my mom rubbed my back.

I hesitated for a second but I gave in.

"It sucks... I was looking forward to becoming a great mom. I loved that baby even though he or she wasn't born yet. Everyone expects me to just forget about it but it's not that easy. Hell it's not easy at all. No one knows how I feel" I cried and cried.

My mom laid my head on her shoulder and Joseline and Tay hugged me.

"It's gonna be okay baby it happened for a reason"

"What reason is that mom ? I lost my baby... it's gone ! No more baby, no more happiness for me, that baby made me happy and no one cares" I couldn't stop crying.

"Maybe you weren't ready Kierra"

"I WAS READY, I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY MOM, HUH?" I yelled to the top of my lungs because she was really upsetting me.

"Hey. Now no need to get angry at me I'm just trying to help" my mom raised her hand in surrender.

"Well don't. You just came into my life and now you want to help. I am fine"

I yelled and got out of bed.

I grabbed my keys and ran out the door.

I unlocked my car door and hopped in.

I started it and pulled out the driveway.

I didn't know where I was going but I was just driving with tears coming down my eyes.

I finally decided to go talk to Mela.

***

"Is Mela here?" I asked.

"Do you have an appointment?"

I walked to Mela's office ignoring the lady at the front desk.

"Mela?"

"Hey Kierra"

I seen August here. I guess he had came back from tour early.

"Hey Kierra" he spoke and tried to hug me.

I didn't hug back.

"What's wrong ? Your eyes are red and puffy" Mela pulled me into a tight hug.

"I l-lost it" the tears came down again.

"You lost what?" August asked.

"You lost the baby?" Mela asked.

I nodded and laid my head on her shoulder.

August hugged me.

"I'm so sorry Kierra" he kissed my forehead.

"I don't know what I did wrong... I loved that baby ! Now it's gone... I loved that baby!" I cried.

"It's gonna be okay!"

"NO I'M TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT.... IT'S NOT GONNA BE OKAY MY BABY IS GONE" I yelled.

"Calm down Kierra"

Why is this happening to me ?

It's all going wrong.

How would you deal with this situation ?
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-Lexi ♥