Thugs don't love

On my own

Kierra POV
I haven't seen Derrick in two days. I've been calling and texting him but no response.

I've been crying for days and the pain won't go away.

Knock knock !

I heard knocking at the door.

I ran to open it.

"Derr-" I noticed it was my mom.

"Hey sweetie you aren't surprise to see me?"

"Yeah its just.... come in" I moved to the side to let her in.

She walked in and I closed the door behind me.

"So wassup?" she asked.

"I have a doctor's appointment in about 10 minutes.... wanna come?"

"Sure"

I grabbed my purse and waited for my mom.

I opened the door and she followed behind me.

I locked the door and walked to my car.

I hopped in and started it after my mom got in.

"So how are you and Derrick?" I pulled out the driveway.

"Hmmm okay I guess" I lied.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah mom" I semi yelled.

"Okay okay" she raised her hand in surrender.

***

"Hey I'm Kierra Miller" I said to the receptionist at the desk.

"Okay you can go on back the doctor is waiting for you" she smiled.

I smiled back and went to the back.

"Hello Ms. Miller" the doctor greeted me.

"Hey" I smiled.

"Who is this beautiful young lady?" he referred to my mom.

"Hi I'm Kamora Miller, Kierra's mom" she smiled and shook his hand.

"Nice to meet you.... well let's get started... I'm gonna need you to lay down"

I did as told.

"Now this is gonna be cold"

He lift my shirt up revealing my stomach and added the cold gel.

***

"Well everything is fine but you are definitely pregnant... remember to eat more fruits and vegetables and exercise more" he reassured me.

I sighed and got off the table.

"Remember to get your next appointment from the lady at the front desk"

I nodded and walk out.

I was a little upset about this whole thing. It was my fault though I should've never fell in love with a thug.

I hopped in my car and started it.

"So how do you feel about this whole thing?" my mom asked as she got in the car.

"I don't want it mom"

"Kierra well you know you did this, right?"

I nodded and continued to drive.

We pulled up to my house and hopped out.

"I love you baby but I have to go.... it's gonna be okay baby girl okay" she hugged me and kissed my cheek.

I nodded and walked inside.

I locked the door and walked upstairs.

I seen a sleeping Derrick in my bed.

I smiled a little but then it disappeared.

I kicked his leg and he jumped up.

"Damn Kierra don't be scaring me like that" he laughed but I was serious.

"We need to talk" I demanded.

He sat up in the bed.

"Talk"

"Where have you been Derrick?" I asked.

"Why Kierra?"

"I need to know where my man is?"

He laughed again.

"Look Derrick I'm pregnant" I blurted out.

"What!" he yelled.

Derrick POV
"What!" I yelled.

"I'm pregnant"

Those two words hit me right in the face.

"So" I yelled.

"So it's yours"

"I don't want it get an abortion"

"What... are you serious?" she yelled.

"As a heart attack"

"What the fuck Derrick we made this baby together..... I thought you loved me, I thought we were gonna be together forever. Look Derrick we're in this together" a tear slid down her cheek.

"Well Kierra you thought wrong... what the fuck I look like... this isn't dreamland Kierra wake up everybody not gonna be together forever that's life so you better learn to deal with it I don't want no damn kids so you better find out what you wanna do" I yelled.

I know some of the things I said was harsh but it was true.

"So why did we even get this tattoo... you don't care about me so why the fuck are you still standing here... get the fuck out you're dead to me now get all your shit and leave" she yelled with tears running down her face.

I know she's hurt but I'm tired of pretending that we have something but in reality I don't love her. She deserve somebody that's gonna be all romantic and thats not me.

I grabbed some of my things that were here.

I looked at her one more time before I walked downstairs and left.

Kierra POV
I laid down in my bed and cried my eyes out.

My heart is now completely broken.

I hate him but most of all I hate myself.

I let him into my life knowing that he was a thug. Thugs don't love, they fuck and duck.

I knew that but I thought he was different.

All night I just cried and cried.

I rubbed my belly.

"This is gonna be a long journey"

Maybe I should get an abortion.

I thought about this all night until my eyes became heavy and I fell asleep.

Would you get an abortion ?

-Lexi ♥