celeste • poetry

nausea

i wonder.

i've never actually seen my full body.

close doors and lock
take off clothes
look in mirror.

alien. wrong. this does not fit with my face. this does not fit with ME.

nononononononono stop

put clothes on. cover this up. this is WRONG.

disgusting, no. never again. that isn't right. it doesn't work. it shouldn't be there. nononononononono