celeste • poetry

dont leave me alone

where did my soul go?

when did it leave my prison of bones?

was it when i decided religion didn't make sense?

was it when i wasn't repulsed by a boy with a crush on another boy?

was it when i dated a girl myself?

was it when i decided words were just words and swearing was ok, for it's just an intensifier?

was it when i realized i am a boy?

was it when i gave up?

why did it leave me? i'm lost here.