Stringed mind (cloud x reader x Reno ) COMPLETED

Bad Memories

"Uh, umm. Just a few from Reno." She looked down feeling a bit of warmth on top of her ears.

"That's all?" Tifa wined.

(Y/n) tilted her head towards her but her gaze was past Tifa. Meeting Cloud's eyes making her gasp, and making her eyes watery.

Tifa got shocked. "Hey it's okayyy~ you don't have to tell me if it hurts to say it." She hugged her. "Here let me make you something sweet to cheer you up! It always works!"

"W-Wai-"(y/n) reached out to her but Tifa didn't hear her left.

(Y/n) hardened her face and looked down. Moveless and quiet.

The awkward silence didn't bother her. She just try to avoid Cloud's eyes.

Cloud shifted because the silence makes him uncomfortable.

He sighned.

"You know, you always talked to me." He felt a bit of guilt for lying. But if he can fix things between the the two, that would be their communication.

"I-I don't want to." She spoke to her thighs.

"What? Why? Did Reno tell you not to?"

(Y/n)'s head starring spinning. Remembering some of the memories of Cloud. Giving her anxiety.

"Reno didn't tell me anything like that, in fact he is a nice guy unlike someone who who was always mean to me!" She blurted. Her watery eyes fixed on Cloud. She gasped noticing what she said. She looked down without another word.

Cloud was shocked. He looked down slowly.

"So that's how you always felt about me didn't you?" He spaced out into the wooden floors.

"What's going on??" Reno came in the bar.

Cloud looked at Reno with the coldest look. "I hope you are happy now. "

Cloud took his sword that layed on the wall and left without a word. (Y/n) and Reno watched as he left.

He turned on his motorcycle. And started, to drive, full speed. The loud engine didn't seem to bother him.

Back at the bar Tifa joined (y/n) and Reno with four smoothies in a silver long flat plate that she held. "Where's Cloud?" She asked.

"He left." Reno answered.

"Why?"

"It seemed that babyface and Spikyhead got into some conversation and suddenly got mad at me." He explained. "Hey, what did you guys talked about." He turned to (y/n).

"I-I.. re-remember some things of him." She stuttered. "He was mean to people, I remember!"

Tifa was shook.

"No. (Y/n)Um you see. As much as I hate to tell you this, I have to because you are getting the wrong Idea of Cloud." Tifa was beginning to explain.

How could I be such an idiot thinking things that weren't in the first place. (Cloud thinking while he is driving )

"Listen, Cloud was always nice to everyone. A gentlemen. Open minded. But he changed when things were hard to bear."

Of course she was nice to me because she felt pity for me.

"He lost his bestfriend in a mission, Zack. He lost a friend that he won't forget, Aerith. He always been telling himself that it was his fault for not saving them when he had the chance too."

He remembered her laugh.

"Its hard to him to accept that things happen because they happen, nobody could do anything about it. It's just fate."

Her feelings towards me weren't true either...

"You, were the once who could at least make him talk normally and make him smile. Just like the old him."

Just wen I thought I could have something for her...

He spaced out and his mind clouded.

Suddenly forgetting he was driving.

Just wen he felt the motorcycle loosing balance. He snapped back but it was too late to control it.
Making the motorcycle lean to the side and making Cloud roll out of the seat, scrapping his arms and his back.

Still Rollin he suddenly stopped when a pain spread on the back of his head making him pass out in a dark alley that no one would pass by at anytime now...

Im so sorryy for being gone for too long and making you guys wait. Honestly I hate waiting aswell! But ugh idk I just suddenly have these times when I just slack. It's a really bad habit that I been trying to change since last year. But now I'm actually challenging myself to stop slacking lol. But anyways I hope i can finish the next part by Friday! Or Thursday! I have Finals week this Tuesday and I'm actually very nervous hahhahah wish me luck *sweating* Hope you guys are doing well and stay healthy! Again sorryyy for the long wait >n<