when i was at the dinner table today my family kept saying to me "ah you don't know what your missing" or "make yourself something else to eat". but honestly my brothers words couldn't stop ringing in my head so i had to force food down my throat because it felt like it was getting tighter. after a while my dad said jokingly "what eating at ya?" and i just said nothing because like?? what could i have said??? but he quickly said okay and looked down at his food. idk if he believed me or not but i think he wants to.
i really don't even know why i'm writing this rn, ig i just felt like i needed to.
