Hi i am going to be doing something a little bit different than normal i am just writing unfiltered my thoughts to you guys and God my everything i'm at school an ever since i came today i've been sad self doubt just seems to be circling around me I have always felt like i'm not good at anything i always feel out of place like i just don't fit in this world but that i also don't really fit with God i have always felt awkward in life like i always feel like i'm not supposed to be doing something i never feel good at much singing is a small exception as well as my faith but i alway find myself feeling like i am a problem to everyone around me i don't know why i feel as if i just make mistakes constantly screwing up because of my disability i always have had this unexplainable pain in my heart i've always had to hurry in my life it has always been a race with the clock an i have always hated it but now for some reason my relationship with God is being affected I need I want to say that my life has so much joy but right now all i feel is confusion i need answers an i have no more ideas I need help wisdom I Don't know what is wrong even my spelling there was so much red on this page that i had to go back and fix it I can't seem to let
myself make mistakes. why I need wisdom if anyone can think of something i would really appreciate it i just want to feel alive again
An edited version will be up soon on one of my books
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There is still hope in his arms: Christian book with testimony
आध्यात्मिक100% true my story of coming back to my faith in Jesus Christ and more! hope you enjoy WARNING: COULD POSSIBLY BE TRIGGERING
