hey guys,
I'm sorry but this is getting put on hold. I'm going through a lot of stuff at the moment.
Another reason why I'm putting this on hold is because I'm not a big fan of Eddie anymore. But I'm still gonna write this later on. I've gotten a really good idea for a Finn Wolfhard book. It's upsetting but good. Here's the sneak-peak.
Y/N
I look in the mirror at myself.
Slut
Worthless
Good-for nothing
He's words ring in my head. He was right.
Little shit
Fat
Unwanted
Everything he said, it ripped me up.
Not beautiful
You
Killed
MumI did, not on purpose, an accident. That's what I was.
The bottle of pills, the rope and the razor blades were beside me. I grabbed everything I could.
I didn't want to die, but my brother did. I wanted to as much as I didn't. It was wrapped up.
On the other side of me was my phone. I glanced at it then to the picture of my friends.
Flashback
"Come on Y/N we're taking the photo!" Bianca yelled. I giggled.
"I'm not getting in that photo!" I snorted then covering my face quickly. Snorting a trait I had gotten from my father.
"I'm gonna drag you over here Y/N!" Joey yelled stomping his foot with a laugh. I planted my feet in the ground. Joey charged at me. Picking me up by my waist. Don't get me wrong, Joey was cute but he didn't swing that way. I pounded on his back repeatedly he just kept taking me. I would yell and he would laugh.
"Okay now we can take this picture." Bianca smiled as Joey set me down In between them. I gave a fake smile as Bianca took the selfie. My smile turned real.
I looked away from the picture and back to my phone. My hand shook, I grabbed the phone. I glanced at my hand at the scribbled number on my hand. I type it in. I stare at the number typed on my phone. I anxiously press call.
...
"Hello?"
"Hi is this the, suicide hotline?"
"Um no? Is this a prank?"
"Uh oh no it's real. I'll just try and find the number sorry for wasting your time."
"Wait-"
"Yeah?"
"Are you okay?"
"No, I'm not."
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I really like the plot of this book. :)) and here's the cover.
I'm sorry guys. I feel so bad.
Okay guys,Stay groovy,
~rhiza
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