on hold,,,?

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hey guys,

I'm sorry but this is getting put on hold. I'm going through a lot of stuff at the moment.

Another reason why I'm putting this on hold is because I'm not a big fan of Eddie anymore. But I'm still gonna write this later on. I've gotten a really good idea for a Finn Wolfhard book. It's upsetting but good. Here's the sneak-peak.

Y/N

I look in the mirror at myself.

Slut

Worthless

Good-for nothing

He's words ring in my head. He was right.

Little shit

Fat

Unwanted

Everything he said, it ripped me up.

Not beautiful


You
Killed
Mum

I did, not on purpose, an accident. That's what I was.

The bottle of pills, the rope and the razor blades were beside me. I grabbed everything I could.

I didn't want to die, but my brother did. I wanted to as much as I didn't. It was wrapped up.

On the other side of me was my phone. I glanced at it then to the picture of my friends.

Flashback

"Come on Y/N we're taking the photo!" Bianca yelled. I giggled.

"I'm not getting in that photo!" I snorted then covering my face quickly. Snorting a trait I had gotten from my father.

"I'm gonna drag you over here Y/N!" Joey yelled stomping his foot with a laugh. I planted my feet in the ground. Joey charged at me. Picking me up by my waist. Don't get me wrong, Joey was cute but he didn't swing that way. I pounded on his back repeatedly he just kept taking me. I would yell and he would laugh.

"Okay now we can take this picture." Bianca smiled as Joey set me down In between them. I gave a fake smile as Bianca took the selfie. My smile turned real.

I looked away from the picture and back to my phone. My hand shook, I grabbed the phone. I glanced at my hand at the scribbled number on my hand. I type it in. I stare at the number typed on my phone. I anxiously press call.

...

"Hello?"

"Hi is this the, suicide hotline?"

"Um no? Is this a prank?"

"Uh oh no it's real. I'll just try and find the number sorry for wasting your time."

"Wait-"

"Yeah?"

"Are you okay?"

"No, I'm not."

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I really like the plot of this book. :)) and here's the cover.

 :)) and here's the cover

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I'm sorry guys. I feel so bad.
Okay guys,

Stay groovy,

~rhiza

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