I stayed in my room for the rest of the day.. it wasn't fair. Why can't I be happy. Maybe Ivan WAS just a friend, but he made me happy. Now, it's ruined.
He probably doesn't want to be around an emotional intravolt anyway. I might as well give up on trying to be happy, there's no point. I feel.. like I'm drowning. Drowning in my own useless emotions, drowning in the desperateness to be loved, just.. drowning
Sorry it was short, but there is still more to come!
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Cry
FanfictionPeyton Paul is Jake and Logan Paul's 16 year old sister. But, she's tired of hurting, tired of loving , tired of hating, tired of feeling. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ if you are triggered by self harm or swearing, DO NOT continue reading.. *COMPLETED*
