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this time i forced myself to get the truth out. if she was able to stop being fake, i knew i could stop hiding my feelings for her.
"sora," i began shyly. she watched me with expectant eyes. "i should have listened when you tried to talk to me in high school, or at least when you tried to talk to me on yor first day here. but i was hurt because you had lied so many times."
"i'm really sorry." she apologized.
i gave a nod of my head. "i know you're sorry and i know you changed. so...i wanted to know if you wanted to try this again. i just want us to be together. i want to take care of you."
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im really sad right now, guys.
i just had a huge argument with my sister over something that shouldn't have been a big deal okay. but she started it and of course i wasn't going to let her talk shit to me.
and then she told me that she wished i would just die. and that really hurt because yes we're mad at each other, but as much as i was angry, i would never tell her something like that.
i would never wish anyone's death.
that's really fucked up and im super sad right now.
tbh, she's going to miss me when im gone.
-clary
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قصص الهواة"i can't forgive you." i said to her. "even if you're not a liar anymore." [ #7 in the red bullet series; sequel to "fake"].
