LOVE OR LEAVE [BAEJIN X GUANLIN X READER]

18|Regret

Its already 10:56 pm jinyoung still in his bedroom . He didnt get off from his room since he know about me and guanlin . I felt so bad . I laid on guanlin's bed and closed my eyes . I felt someone arms wrapped my arms . I looked at whomis that and its guanlin as i guess . I tried to stood up but he pulled me harshly .

" What are you doing ? " I asked him . He kissed my lips and unbuttoned my blouse . I closed my eyes and let him do what he want to me .

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I slowly opened my eyes i was shirless and covered by a blanket . I slowly remember whats going on last night . We did it ? We gonna get a baby ? I cant wait for it !!

I hugged him tighly and i heard the door was opened i saw seongwoo standing infront of the door he looked shocked .

" You guys did it ? " He asked and i slowly nodded .

" Oh ! " He said and left us in the bedroom .

Guanlin moved . He looked towards me and back towards him .

" Whats wrong babe ? " I asked him worriedly

" W-we did it ? " He sturrted

" Yes . We gonna get a baby ! You'll be good father i guess " i said and he smiled but not bright as always . He stood up and went to the bedroom

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I walked downstairs happily untill i heard two people talked in a bedroom . I standing infront of the door and heard all the conversation

" Why did you do that ?! " First guy said

" Its was out of control . I didnt mean to do that " Second guy said .

" How about if she's pregnant ? You must take a responsibility !" First guy said again

" Oh no ! Im not ready yet to be a father . Im not in love with haerin. You forced me to because of the bet between you and daniel ! " The second boy said . I slowly opened the door and i saw it was seongwoo and guanlin . I felt my heart broke to the pieces .

my eyes was wet i know im going to cry i ran out from the room.

I cried.. i never felt this before . I regrett will all things happen to me i bumped onto someone . Its jinyoung . I looked at him for a while

" Why are you crying ? " He asked me and held my hand im not answering his question but cried

" Tell me haerin ! " He forced me to answer him

" G..guanlin . " I said

" Its oke follow me . " He grabbed his jacket and we out from the house .

He brought me to a park . We sat under the tree .

" Tell me whats wrong ?" He putted his hand on my face and make me looked at him

" He cheated on me . He took my pride away but he doesnt love me ! Its all because of the bet between daniel and seongwoo . He doesnt love me ! " I cried a lot i let all the feelings go away . Jinyoung hugged me tightly and i cried on his shoulder

" Its hurt to see you crying . Please dont cry . " He said to me before we broke the hug

I looked onto his eyes . He wiped my tears and smiled

" I thought i love guanlin . "

" But i was wrong .. "

" Love is not what we think with our brain , but love is what we feel in our heart " i took his hand and putted on my heart . My heart was beating so fast .

" Can you fix my heart ? " I asked him

" Um forget it ! You will not . " I let go of his hand and stood up want to leave but he quickly grabbed my hand .

" I will fix your heart . I will love you . No one can hurt you . " He said and smiled . I hugged him tightly .