Note: I curse a reasonable amount in this, so don't read if you're bothered by stuff of that nature
I'm so tired of this shit,
Of all the stress,
And games.
I'm tired of being the one
who keeps everyone happy.
I'm tired of being strong
I'm so sick of everyone saying:
"It'll be fine" or "you'll pull through"
or "it'll be okay" and "everything will work out"
Because obviously not.
I'm so sick and tired of being middle ground,
Of faking smiles because no one wants to fucking see me as I am,
stressed af and not okay,
Of biting my tongue,
Of walking on fucking eggshells
I'm just done
