Jealous?

Chapter 30

"Hey wake up." I heard a familiar voice say. I squinted my eyes and saw the unbelievable. Sam. I saw Sam. He was laying next to me his head propped up on his hand.

"Sam?" I choke-screech. I can't believe it's him! It's really him. He's alive!

"Yeah babe it's me." He replied. Overwhelmed I brought my lips to his. I pulled back after a few seconds, not wanting to start something. I embraced him.

"I'm sorry for everything! You have to understand-. I stopped. His eyes turned from chocolate brown to black. What? Maybe it just my imagination. I slowly saw his skin turned paler by the second, like the literal color white. I quickly scurried to the side of the room. He screamed, a blood-curtailing scream. He leaped towards me, but I dodged him and ran out the random door. I stopped in my tracks. I saw Sam's dead body hung from the shower head. Like the night I found him. I turned around to run back, but Sam's corpse laid in front of me. His neck was broken and he laid on the floor. I felt something warm and thick pricking my eyes. I let the tears flow. I wiped my eyes and saw blood on my hands. I was crying blood. I tried to go to my left, but Sam's corpses were everywhere in different disturbing positions. I fell on my knees and started screaming covering my eyes with my bloody hands. Then I felt hands grab my neck and try to strangle me. I looked up and saw the dis-formed Sam with his hands around my throat. I tried scratching his hands off my throat. I then again became frozen. My body was not cooperating with my brain. I felt blood come pouring from my mouth as he took away my last breath. Like I did to him.

"Sapphire wake up! Baby wake up! It's okay get up!" I heard Cameron's voice scream. My eyes shot open.

"What? What happened? Sam?" I shrieked looking around. We were in Cameron's room. In his bed. Naked.

"What? It's okay. I'm here. Please calm down." He said urgently. It was all a dream. Sam is dead. And I killed him. I looked at Cameron, and he had a worried look on his face and tears streaming. I looked at his toned chest and saw some bleeding scratch marks.

"Did I- did I do that?" I stuttered.

"Uh-well I scratched myself when I tripped yesterday. When I was on my way downstairs." He said nervously.

"I did that! I'm so sorry." I whispered. The tears came down, probably like the 80th time this week. I hurt the one who loved me most. How much more cruel could you get? He hugged me.

"No it's okay. It was an accident. Babe, I love you." He reminded me. No I can't do this. I need to go before I hurt anyone else. I'm a horrible person. Is this what I was put here for? I can't do this to him. He's been with me through it all and I love him for that. I got up and grabbed my clothes off the floor and walked to the bathroom. I put on my clothes from a few hours ago. I walked out the bathroom. Cameron gave me a confused look. I grabbed my phone off the table.

"Where are you going?" He asked concerned. I walked over to him and kissed him. I gave him all my love in that one kiss. I loved him, so much. But I can't do this to him. I can't cause him anymore pain. I let him go. I grabbed his leather jacket from off his bed. For something to remember him by. I put it on and took a deep breath.

"I love you. So much. You're my everything. But I have to go. Good bye." I said while walking out the door. I heard him screaming for me, but I was fast and shot right out the door. I walked down the sidewalk the breeze flowing through my hair. I knew my heart ached for Cameron. First and only love. I tried to push it out my mind, but it didn't work. I want to confirm the things I know about myself. Just to be sure. Okay. My name is Sapphire. I am 17 years old. I have a mother, brother and a sister. I had a perfect life until I destroyed. I am hopelessly in love with Cameron Dallas. I killed my best friend. I am a heartless person. A monster. Only gives pain. It hurts to think all that bad and negative stuff about myself. But my saying is why talk if what your gonna say isn't the truth? Am I gonna ever see Cameron again? I smiled remembering the intimate moments we shared a few hours ago. I mentally prepared myself for the insanity to begin. Without him.

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