No Label Relationship

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RPOV

One must have a good memory to be able to keep the promises ones makes.
Better break your word than do worse in keeping it.The Promise Given was a necessity of the past,The word broken is a necessity of the present .When she repeats a promise again and again,she means to fail you.

Naramdaman ko ang malamig na palad na humawak sa kamay ko.
Kahit hindi ako tumingin,isang tao lang ang nagmamay-ari nun. Si kelly lang.

"are you ready ?" Tanong nya. Hindi ako nag abalang lumingon at nanatili lamang akong nakatingin sa bintana ng eroplanong sinasakyan namin."Do you hate her ?"

"i dont hate her.Im just disappointed." Sagot ko sa tinutukoy nya. " Its scares me now to trust in people,when the one who promised will never leave,go and the ones who say they will always be there were never really there."

" You really love her .."

Napabuntong hininga ako.
Loving her is constant..I forgot to love myself anymore..

"Moving on is never easy. It is so hard starting another chapter of your life with the person you used to have. It is really difficult waking up each day and knowing that everything has changed. But hey life does not end there. Everything happens for a reason. It will be hard at first. You will have difficulty sleeping, eating and facing life, but in the long run you will eventually be excited with life again. Feel the pain. Cry hard. It does not make you less of a person if you do. After all, you will be fine trust me!" Dugtong ni Kelly kaya napangiti ako at wala sa sarili na sumiksik sa leeg nya.

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"Honey ! Where's My sweater ?!" Nagmamadaling sigaw ko habang hinahalukay yung closet at iba pang lalagyang ng damit.

"My God ! Rhian ! What are you doing !? Kinalat mo na lahat ng damit natin !" Singhal ni Kelly habang isa-isang inaayos yung mga gamit ko.

"Sorry honey,nagmamadali kasi ako. May Gig ako ." Sambit ko habang inaayos yung suot kong booths. "i have to go,ill be back soon.Sabay tayong magdinner okay ?" Mabilis akong humalik sa pisngi nya at patakbong lumabas ng bahay.

Nagpasya kaming magsama ni Kelly sa iisang bahay para makatipid at para na rin lagi kaming makapag usap. Its nice to have her in my life.
Yung lagi akong excited na umuwi sa nakalipas na limang taon dahil may dyosang naghihintay sa akin sa bahay. May taong Nag aalis ng pagod ko at hindi nagsasawang pangitiin ako.

Pagdating ko sa destinasyon ko ay marami ng tao at mukhang ako na lang ang hinihintay.
Agad akong sinensyasan ng Dj na kailangan ko ng magsimula dahil nabobored na yung mga tao.Haha !
Regular Lead Vocalist na ako dito and i assumed na kaya lalong dumadami ang mga costumers sa Bar na to ay dahil sakin. KAPAL 😂😂😂.

Umakyat ako sa entablado at kumaway sa mga tao. They cheers at me. Nakaka-overwhelmed yung ganito,yung nakakapagpasaya ka ng tao sa pamamagitan ng musika.

"Broken Vow"

Tell me his name
I want to know
The way he looks
And where you go
I need to see his face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
While I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

[Chorus:]
I let you go
I let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time

[Chorus]

I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end

[Modified Chorus:]
I let you go
I let you fly
Now that I know I’m asking why
I let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Hindi ko namamalayan na tumutulo na pala yung luha ko.
Memories kept on flashing backs..
Patuloy pa rin akong sinusundan ng mga alaalang pilit ko ng kinakalimutan.
Bumaba ako sa entablado at naupo sa counter.I let a small sobs.

"hi,you alone ?" Bulol na tanong ng isang batang babae na nasa edad 5 pababa. Paano sya nakapasok dito ?

"yes.." Alanganing sagot ko habang nakatitig sa abuhing mata nya. "what are you doing here ?"

"Have you fall in love ?" Tanong nya at binalewala ang tanong ko kaya napataas ang kilay ko.

"yes."

"does it hurt ?" Tanong nya kaya parang nacurios tuloy ako sa batang to.

" True Love Hurts Baby.." Malungkot na sagot ko.

"I dont want to fall in love then."Napangiti ako sa sagot nya.
Akala nya siguro ganon lang kadali yun.

"Love is an unstoppable force that you cant change in a way you want it too.It will grab you in your most vulnerable moments when you least expect it. There is no simple love story,If its simple its not love,and if its love ..its complicated. learn to take risk.' Nakangiting sagot ko. "Why ? Dont tell me,you're in love ?"

"No,But my mom.." Sagot nito .

"oh,she's inlove with your dad ?" Natatawang tanong ko.

"No,she's inlove with someone else. I saw her crying every night."she pause a moment. she said---

"baby! My God ! I thought id lose you,what are you doing here?" Sita ng Isang babaeng may magandang mukha at matangos na ilong."Im sorry Miss about the----

"Glaiza.." Mahinang sambit ko.

Natigilan sya.
Kung nakakatunaw ang mga titig nya malamang kanina pa ako lusaw.

"Rhian...I-what-ahm.." Nauutal na sambit nya.

"Ang ganda ng anak mo.. " Wala sa loob na sabi ko.Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig sa kaalamang may anak na sya. Is she married ?tanungin mo.

"Uhm ..Thank you." She smiled. "Im glad na makita ka ulit ..after all these years.."

'yeah,its nice too see you again. I really---

"Babe !" Tawag ng isang lalaki kaya sabay kaming napalingon ni Glaiza.Agad namang tumakbong yung bata palapit sa lalaki.

"Felix..This is Rhian,An old friend of mine. Rhian,this is felix..Asawa ko." Pakilala ni Glaiza bago sya inakbayan nung felix.

No !

"Ma'am ?? Hey ! Wake up !" Pukaw sa akin ng bartender. Butil Butil ang pawis ko.tsk ! Nakatulugan ko na pala ang pag iyak. Nightmare.😭 Ramdam ko pa rin yung tibok ng puso ko.

Tumingin ako sa wrist watch ko.
7:30 na. I need to go home.
Someone's waiting for me.

TO BE CONTINUED..